Today's plan was:
Fill my bladder.
Sleep 1:30 - 7:30 (wake up with alarm).
Set alarm: 9:00
Recall Dreams and write down 'em.
Go to the bathroom.
Meditate a while about today's goals.
Go back to bed.
Deep breathing and that sinking thing.
Visualization.
Results:
I drank a glass of Pepsi and went to the bed
Fell asleep around 1:30
I woke up at 7:30 (via cellphone alarm)
But... before getting up, I passed out. 
Nap:
13:40: with the computer as white noise generator, I go to my bed and lay on my back. I start with deep breathing, and in a few minutes, I start feeling numb. the time passes, and I am very calm. When a reach a stronger state, I start focusing on visualize the street of that DILD I had the other day. I got a bit of HH, mostly HI, but for a few seconds, I felt a smell like soup . I was deeply relaxed, and I felt my body like more compact, but I've had no changes in the breathing or felt vibrations. At around 45 minutes after starting, I slowly opened my eyes and did a RC. Result: FAIL
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