Originally Posted by Majestic
I figured meditation is a right brain acted, because it clears conscious/logical/left brain thoughts, while the right-brain has a chance to dominate. It increases intuition, creativity, decreases stress, anxiety, etc. etc.
Meditation is concentration of a single thought, so its more of a logical thing rather then creative. I guess it depends on the type of meditation you do.
Originally Posted by Spenner
I know exactly what you mean by the social killing side-effects of aspergers, I have it myself. It's enhanced so many aspects of my mind and connection to my subconscious, which in turn has enhanced my artistic side, and I find myself extremely emotional on a good (or bad) day of it. Pretty much why social interaction has sucked is because I'm introverted without any form of extroversion. I can think up the most wonderful things to say or do, but I cannot say or do them. If I try, they will be shaky and cluttered and lacking in many ways.
Drawing, however, I'm getting better at. When I just relax myself and draw the "shapes" of my emotions and surroundings I feel as though a needle is just draining all the stress out of me. I also have synethstesia, and with being emotional I find everything in the world to be vivid in a non-literal way. That is, say, a hammer is not just a hammer to me-- it's a gigantic scene of wooden cubes and little children passing balls back and forth in a misty field of wheat. Everything is like that to me, and I can't even come close to representing the figments of my subconscious on paper or on the computer.
So, photographic memory for me would be like physically seeing all of the beautiful creations of my autistic/synethstetic mind... and that would be just amazing for me.
Getting a little off track here, but I'm also bipolar which has only added to the vastness of my emotions, nevertheless I've trained myself out of so many habits and it is possible to diminish a great deal of these syndromes. They're great to have when you want them, but when you don't, and they're still there, it can be brutal.
The worst kind of thing that personally happens to me in conversations with normal people is that they ask me about celebrities and modern music as most people my age are obsessed with them and it should come natural but i have no idea, i want to start talking about quantum physics or something very technical in small talk and have done a few time's and this is where the problem starts because they don't understand anything about it and then you alienate yourself because you get the weird feeling your higher up or "smarter" then those around you. I hate this part because its hard to make friends when you think everyone are stupid sheep in a cage without walls. ;/
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