Hi there,

this morning, just around noon, I woke up with a dream that went like this :

"I saw a guy who was very far into the sea, he was scared, but he managed to walk back to the beach with inflatable wooden shoes, he walked back over the sea and he was relieved beyond anything."

Now, the meaning of this dream is like this, I think.
I've been away from home for two months, I was in the big city and there you have coffeeshops where they sell weed legally (hey, it's Holland!!!).
So I was smoking weed for two months and yesterday (I'm back home now) my weed was finished.

I have a fat belly since a few years and that is not how I see myself, I'm weak also, I used to box for a few years and I was always in the fitness gym to develop my body and keep it in shape.
In Rotterdam I bought 4 DVD's from Billy Blanks so that I can do some workout at home and become like I used to be, big, atlethic and muscular.

I also started up my yoga again, especially my mystic yoga, pranayama.

Would this dream tell me that part of me (the guy in the dream) is happy that I started this all up again instead of being high all day.....and lazy of course !!!

I mean, too far in the sea and being scared because of it, I think this hints at my lazy time in Rotterdam, although I didn't feel it that way.

Any thoughts ?

Peace,
erik.