Before I discovered lucid dreaming, I felt like I was stuck in a world and a time I didn't want to be in. I've always been a lover of adventure and fantasy stories, and felt trapped in this world. I figured that I would just have to stick with books, movies, and my imagination. My mindset was set to "What's the fucking point. Get up, school, come home, speak to people, homework, eat, sleep."
When I found out about lucid dreaming... I felt free. Doors had been unlocked... Knowing that if you work hard enough, you can go to a place regularly where you can be just you and do whatever you want is beyond amazing. Books, movies and places aren't just material things anymore. I can take ideas from them for things to experience. I find it unbelievable that you can fly around at night, climb mountains, go on holiday, visit space and then get up and go to school or work in the morning.
It also makes the bad things... not so bad. It doesn't make me strive to succeed any less, but I know that if i fail at something, it really isn't so bad. I have something to look forward to. Whatever situation I'm stuck in, I have something to look forward to, especially now that my lucids are becoming a little more regular.
It's also very inspiring. I still can't believe I've found out about this and what it means I can do. Sometimes I think I've dreamed it all
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