Sexual Reperucussions in LD

[jaydub114]

First thread and I just want to say thanks for reading it and I appreciate this kind of community. I've had a handful of lucid dreams and they all ended similar to other peoples' beginning experiences--I get lucid and seek out sex right away then I spin out of control. That's happened about four times. The latest LD I had i was playing taps (it's like catch but with jumping) with a random guy and a female friend of mine, but she had the appearance of one of my favorite porn stars. I became lucid at some point and then dropped the game. I pretty much took my female friend in a head lock and tried to molest her. I did that for a second or two and then i became paralyzed in the same i was when i grabbed her. I know the paralysis is normal, but the sense i got from the reaction was that it was punishment. It was a sure feeling. I felt like I got punished for my sex drive and actions and therefore put into submission. Background info. I jerked off right before my dream so you would think my drive would be leveled. My question is do you think that it's possible that I was reprimanded for my urges in lucid dreams? I've had sleep paralysis a number times and used it effectively (i'm still searching for my own truth between astral projection and lucid dreams), but never experienced it in this way. I don't condone what I did, my urges were just that strong and forced me to force it on her.