Maybe four months ago I was all hooked on this idea to be awake a 100% within a dream. To be able to live your dream, while being asleep, and wake up, like as if nothing happened. To have some sort of second life every night. Just for a few minutes.
And I can almost swear that I was lucid some times. Like, maybe 5 times. But they were damn short.
But then I got a mail from this forum, who asked If I had forgotten about them?
The problem is:
When you're not getting anywhere, when you're not getting enough results, you kinda let go? You give up?
That's what happened to me.
I still LOVE the idea. But, I just can't get myself back to where I was.
I don't even know if this is real or not. I mean, everytime I went lucid (or, think I was lucid), I wasn't a 100% clear in mind. There was a bit... Fuzzyness, if you will.
I'm not quite sure what I'm asking. Frankly, I don't even know why I'm writing this here.
But, you know, the dream of a dream being real, is just... Amazing, to me.
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