Trouble floating and staying asleep >< haaalp!

[nuckchorris999]

Hi, I rarely get that amazing gift of lucid dreaming, but I had one last night and it made me really question some things... This is my first lucid dream in a really long time. I have several extremely vivid dreams every night, but VERY rarely any lucid dreams. Anyway... This is at the end of a really long dream. I was that one kid from iCarly (lmao don't ask why! I have no idea. hate that show lol) after getting my heart broken and really frustrated (by Carly because we're "just friends") I walk into this room with a bunch of my family and I get this huge party started. I had total control of everyone with my hands and I had psychic powers and felt like Matilda. This is about the point when I realize "hey, holy f*** I'm in control of my dream!" So I sit back and start floating. The song "Jump in The Line" is playing in the background (same song at the end of Beetlejuice where she's floating and dancing). I only float for a few seconds and I get about a foot above an average kitchen table when I can literally feel myself starting to come out of my dream and my vision starts to get distorted until finally I wake up. It's the weirdest feeling ever, it's like you feel yourself losing your dream, like someone's tugging it away from you and you're fighting for it! As I was floating I kept thinking in my mind "relax, just keep floating. You're not gonna wake up, just relax". This is because every time I float/fly in my dreams I usually wake up soon after and don't get to enjoy it for long. So a few questions... 1. Why do I have trouble floating/flying? 2. Why is it that when I start to have control over my dreams I wake up soon after? (like too soon to enjoy it ) 3. Another thing... this might be weird but, when I get a sexual dream I wake up right before I'm about to orgasm. Wtf is that??? Rude much? Any explanation? 4. Also, I have extremely vivid dreams every night. A lot of them, but I never lucid dream. Am I close to it, or any reason why my dreams are always so vivid? Am I just getting epic good sleep? Thanks for your help I'm really into this stuff. Should've joined this forum a lot sooner.