After 6 months of being on this forum and discovering LD'ing i still have not managed to have a LD

The most close i have got to a LD:
-I questioned if i was dreaming but then i had a FA and failed to RC
-talking about how to get a lucid dream and what a lucid dream is in my dream
-i said i was dreaming but then woke up

Every night before i sleep i do a RC with the plug nose and looking at my digital alarm clock 4 times

I try doing WILDS but i am wayyy to tired

Any help?