 Originally Posted by gab
Hey, sounds pretty good to me, congratulations! Rubbing hands is good for stabilization. Check out some tutorials about stabilizing and control, they may come handy for your next one. Happy dreams 
I read a little about stabilization yesterday, but obviously it wasn't enough, because I had another LD again last night after having a WBTB (woke up on my own, as I usually do). I was in what I somehow "knew" must have been the physics room of my school, even though the entire school looked nothing like my real school. Though I'm not entirely sure what made me perform the RC, I suspect it perhaps was the writing on the big whiteboard. After the RC, again by holding my nose, I looked at the writing again and realized I could actually see what was written...but I could in no way actually read it! It was as if my reading ability was lost and I could just see the letters without making sense of them. I want to be careful, so I rub my hands together and look at the floor. Looking at the floor makes me slightly dizzy and disoriented, but it passes. I look at the room around me and decide I'd rather be somewhere else than here, so I try to imagine the place around me changing, but for some reason I am standing with my arms stretched straight up into the air, as if I was trying to float upwards. Suddenly I am pulled into the darkness once again. I try moving, diving, I forget about trying to roll or spin, but I feel my mobilty is limited. I must have lost lucidity as well. I then believe I feel my "real" self twitch on the right leg, so I assume I must be waking up. I must have also been wrong, because I had a false awakening in which I appeared in my room just as it normally is, which was very believeable because I rarely dream of places where I actually have been, and never as exact to the details as my room was. I even begin writing in my dream DJ! I notice however, that my DJ is now written in what appears to be from a pencil, rather than the red pen I use in waking life, perhaps because I do have one pencil lying along with the red pen. But my subconscious almost seems to be trying to trick me, because the words appear slightly red for a moment, as if to satisfy my suspicion. Before I have a chance to RC however, I either woke up for real or just went completely blank. I managed to begin making an entry about what actually happened in my dream DJ though.
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