Ok, everyone, so after 18 long days (and nights) of hard work at lucid dreaming, just last night, I had one! Well, two actually. Or three. I'm not really sure. Let me explain.
I had several snippets of dreams last night where I realized that I was dreaming. In each of them I started flying, but soon I lost my lucidity. I'm not sure exactly how many times that happened, but it was at least two. During each of those times, I knew I was dreaming, but I wasn't really that much aware. Like, somehow I didn't feel that connected to myself, I don't know how to explain. One more thing about these dreams was that I wasn't even that happy or excited to have my first lucid dream.

I also had another dream last night that I'm not sure was lucid. I was flying inside a building for a while, then went outside and started flying there. I remember thinking about using different flying techniques that I found in lucid dreaming books, and they worked. When I started flying, I even thanked God, like a prayer! The funny thing is though, when I finally landed, I said out loud that it had not been a lucid dream. Like, what the heck? I even was remembering things from the real world! And, I can remember that dream a lot more clearly then the for sure lucid ones. Could any one help explain if it was a lucid dream or not? (Also, this dream did not begin with a reality check, or me realizing that I was dreaming, or anything similar.)