Thread: Should I stop trying to lucid dream?

I have been plagued by negative thoughts for months. Its gotten to the point where I am afraid to lucid dream because one of these negative thoughts may make something manifest inside of my lucid. Like let's say I get lucid and get a negative thought of being molested by my father (sorry. ) I don't want my dream to just skip to a scene where this is actually happening. Even if its just for like a second.

I don't know what to do. I really want to pursue my lucid dreaming hobby but I am just unsure if I'll be able to handle something like this happening.

I'm not at all familiar with what it feels like inside the dream, so I have no idea how easily negative thoughts can manifest. I was thinking about just going into the dream with the attentions of nothing negative manifesting at all and being 100% certain of that from the start, but i do not know how well this would work.

Please. Can SOMEONE out there just give me some advice? I really do NOT want to quit lucid dreaming but at the same time, I don't want to experience getting basically raped by my dad in there.

I know I have control. Full control. But what if this manifests before I have time to change the dream scene or something? Any tips on what I can do to just keep negative thoughts from influcing my dreams at all?

I CANNOT be the only one who has thought about this. Is there anyone out there who can just offer me some insight? );

I would really appreciate it. Lucid dreaming is something I hold very dear to me and I wish to stop doing it for the rest of my life just because of a silly problem. I will be forever greatful for anyone that helps.