Hey there, folks. First post here.
I'd like to start off with a very recent story:
So yesterday I came back from a festival.
Under the festival I had taken 4 substances: Several joints of marijuana, 3-4 average sized lines on amphetamines, ecstacy and alcohol.
Today when I came home after a long train journey of constantly disrupted sleep (I did not sleep the last day of the festival because I needed to take the train on time) I took a bath and laid down in bed. At some point I had a dream where I supposedly was smoking a joint with a familiar face in a familiar apartment and got a very intense and vivid feeling of dizziness, sickness, aswell as my vision being blurry and ringing in my ears. I remember thinking "Is this what smoking cannabis feels to other people?". This feeling happens several times through out my semi-lucid dream although I was not doing any more drugs for the rest of the dream.
My first thought after waking myself up was that I was entering some sort of phase during sleep that was much more intense than others, like REM, but other than that I dont' have the knowledge to state more than that.
What I'm trying to get at; was this my first almost succesful "attempt" at a lucid dream? Throughout this entire experience I could still recall myself lying in my bed dreaming, but also experiencing very intense and vivid dreams but I decided to cancel because I started to feel sick in both my conscious and subconscious state whenever the feeling occured. Sometimes it felt like I was gonna throw up when I got "the feeling" and recall yelling for my mother to grab me a bucket in the dream.
Is there anything you'd like to say about this experience? About dreams and sleep at all?
I'm looking for general comments and advice so if you feel like I missed some information ask me!
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