I usually just try to convince myself completely that it is real life, and not to do anything that I would regret, but on very odd occasions I think of my father, who died 3 years ago.
Alright, I think that not doing anything that you would regret sounds like a very healty ground rule that you set for youself. Im sorry to hear that.. It might be a healing process that are stil going on for you I guess. How do you feel of this overall situation then? Does this real not real situation interupt with how you want to live your life?

Im sorry if Im asking to much of you, I want to make you observant of that I would not mind if you ignore any questions of mine, if that would happen to be the case.