I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes you can't depend on how it makes you feel later on during the day, you have to focus on how it feels when you realize you're dreaming even though you were certain you were awake doing completely real things. You realize that even though it isn't real....you're really there, you're really somewhere. It's an amazing feeling. The problem is comparing waking life to your dreams without even realizing it. You wake up and it's automatically not as special because nobody was there with you, you have nobody to talk about it with. Think about your favorite memories that happened during waking life. Isn't it still fun to sit around and talk to people who shared those memories with you? Also, you compare the realities. In a dream...you can really fly, it's not fake. But when you think about that while in a state where you can't fly, it seems very imaginary. Now I feel like I'm rambling so take it for what it's worth...I feel your pain though. All I know is that it's worth it. |
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