it's a really hard decision. I would want to pick LD, but it just seems kind of selfish and irresponsible to me (no offence meant to anyone) because think of all the things you could do with 2 million dollars. I could pay off my parents' debt (sp?) so they wouldn't have to worry so much about it anymore and they would stop fighting so much. Then we could finally move out of this crappy town and go somewhere where my mom would be happy. If I was smart about how I used it, I could make a REAL impact on the waking world. I would really miss the LDs I sacrificed, but it just seems like changing the real world is so much more important than laying in my bed all day doing nothing productive. that's not to say I wouldn't LOVE doing that for my whole life, but to me there are way more important things than just one person's (my) experience.