last night before i went to bed i repeatrd "i will know i am dreaming" and "i will reality check" and the nthe whole night it was like i was still half awake and everytime i had a dream i knew i was dreaming but i couldnt be lucid because i wasnt fully dreaming because i was stil half conscious.. it was a terrible nights sleep and this was the first morning in a long time that i had no dreams to record in the morning. was i trying to hard or sumthing?