You sir need some lovings.. and maybe a group of friends who also enjoy LD's.. I feel that way quite often, I'm into such eccentric things that talking to normal people about my beliefs, or what I like, or what I would like the world to be about.. they all think I'm just weird.

I've learned to accept my weirdness, and live for my beliefs, but you can't escape reality, without it, you wouldn't have the yin to your yang (which would be dreaming).. there's alot of people out there who aren't materialistic and shallow, and often times the people you think are materialistic and shallow, just haven't woken up and seen the world yet.

You might just be a bit ahead of your time, but don't worry people will catch up, and when they do, you'll be ahead of them XD. Blessings brother. <3.