Thread: Twoshadows' Dream Journal

Eating Dream Two:

I was sleep again and I immediately knew I was dreaming. I was in a car as a passenger with a bunch of fudge brownies on the dash in front of me. Oh, this was too good. I quickly grabbed a browning and shoved it into my mouth, chewed it a little and savored the taste, then swallowed. It was just a little warm and chewy, but firm... and wonderfully chocolatey. I grabbed a second brownie and a third.

I thought about how I am such a pig in dreams. Couldn't I take daintier bites? Why shove in the whole thing every time? But as I shoved in the next brownie, I realized that it really was only about a bites worth, granted a big bites worth. And really, this was a dream-- who cared how huge of a pig I was anyway? I thought that as I shoved the tenth or so brownie in my mouth.

BTW, I have been on a raw vegan diet again, thus the binge eating dreams.

Oh and I had other dreams this morning.

Another was also lucid.

Dream:

I was flying down a crowded hallway (not sure if it were a mall or school). I was already lucid. I saw a guy below me that looked up longingly at me. I passed him, but as I kept flying I thought about him. I knew that most people went their whole lives without feeling the joy of flying. I was a very lucky person to have always had flying dreams and especially now since discovering lucidity and having good dream control. I decided to go back and find the guy and take him flying. I found him with no trouble, I swooped down behind him and caught him under his arms and lifted him up. I wa a little dismayed that he was heavier than most DCs that I have taken flying. In fact, I cold barly get more than three feet or so off the ground. I had to swerve around people or our legs were bump into them.

I finally ended up in what was supposed to be my sister's room. I noticed that she had cleaned up all the figuines from the one side of the room where they had all been set up. They were now all by the window. I kind of crash landed by the figurines. I lost the DC that had been with me. We were now small...about the size of the figurines. I searched around all the figurines to see if I could find him, but never could.

WBTB Short Lucid Dream that is Somewhat Embarrassing to Share:

I was with my friend Shannon. We were going to go visit another friend Janise. Shannon was driving. We got to her house and knocked on her door. No one answered, so we just went in. We separated, trying to find her.

I was going up some stairs when I saw some movement below me. I called out, "Hi Janise, we were looking for you."

This unfamiliar girls steps out from the shadows and says, "I don't think you're in the right house."

I feel so embarrassed that I had walked into the house of a complete stranger. I apologise to this girl, who seems to be really cool about it.

I now realize that, of course we aren't in the right house. In fact, we aren't even in the right town. How did this happen?

Shannon and I go back out side.

I then suddenly have an idea as to why we went in the wrong house. I start to tell Shannon: "It's not your fault, things in dreams are often confusing like that. Houses are never..." And I ended mid-sentence because I realized that if this really was a dream then nothing I said would even matter. I reached out my hand to Shannon to take her flying with me, then realized that I couldn't get distracted. I needed to think of my goals. So I turned around and started flying while thinking of my goals. I looked and saw a crowd of people standing below me. I was only about 8 feet or so in the air. I said, "Hey-- look at me. I'm flying!" --because it is always satisfying to get a good reaction. But this crowd was completely unresponsive. They were either looking at me with a blank expression or not even looking at me at all. I was really disappointed. I wanted to get their attention. The first thing I thought of to do was to grab my breasts and to start being, I don't know, sexy or something--don't ask me, but I was doing it. I mean the crowd was mostly made up of teen aged boys, so you'd think that that might get some attention. but no. But what I was doing actually started to feel good and I thought, "If I keep this up I will probably have an orgasm."

But I woke up before anything happened.

I accomplished nothing. But I did gain the experience and practice of recognizing dream signs. So yay me.

Hahaha. I loved that last line.

Originally Posted by Oneironaut

Hahaha. I loved that last line.

Hi Oneironaut. Good to see you here. Thanks.



Unplanned WBTB Lucid Dream:

I was walking through this apartment that I thought belonged to people I knew. But then I had this horrible feeling that I was wrong...and that the people I knew had moved out and I didn't know who lived here now (a dream sign for me).

I walked by one of the bedrooms and saw some teenage boys in bed suddenly pull their blankets up around them, like they weren't dressed. At this point I did catch the dream sign. So I laughed and said. "Hey guys, it doesn't matter if you are naked because this isn't real. It's just my dream." There were two boys in this room, and now they sat up in bed and looked at me.

I suddenly felt the need to prove to them it was a dream--and also to show off my great dream powers. I then pointed at a big blue posterboard thing on one of their desks (some kind of project) and said, "I can levitate things." And I made the blue poster board thing float up in the air.

Feeling proud of myself I looked around for something else to do. Nothing jumped out at me, but then I had this desire to make a plant grow out of nothing. So I pointed at the computer and told them, "Watch this". It took a second but then I could see a green plant start to grow. At first it was sort of see-through, then it began to solidify. It looked like a type of lettuce. I didn't let it form a head, but immediately wanted it to go to seed. So I made it grow tall and thin (about 3 feet tall) and concentrated until I could see little yellow flowers form.

Satisfied with my new plant growing ability, I went into the kitchen, and looked for "bad" food to eat. There was a little boy there. He had a cinnamon roll with him. I had really wanted peanut butter cheesecake, but I took the cinnamon roll anyway and started to eat it. I was thrilled to find that the cinnamon roll tasted just like peanut butter cheesecake.


I then flew out the front door. I started to slowly fly upward. while looking at the horizon. At first I could only see the houses in the neighborhood. But then I could see beyond. I could see the lights from the powerplant. I realized that it was dusk and the lights were coming on all over the city. The higher I got the more of the city lights I could see until I finally saw the whole sillouette of the tall buildings in the downtown area. I knew my mind had made this place up, but I thought it was all very beautiful anyway.

And somewhere around here I drifted off into now forgotten non lucid dreams.

Lot of lucid dreams lately, doing something different?

Originally Posted by ninja9578

Lot of lucid dreams lately, doing something different?

Hi ninja!

Yes, I have been doing something different. I have been really thinking about it lately. You see, I no longer wanted to be a regular person that has lucid dreams. I wanted to be a lucid dreamer.

And I am doing that with other areas in my life too. It's time to be something rather than just do it.

It seems to be working.

Lucid Dream:

I was standing near the runway of a very small airport. I could see a small plane coming in to land. It rolled to a stop just 50 yards or so from where I standing. As I looked at it I could see black letters on the side. It said "TomDelonge.com". I knew that this was Tom Delonge's private plane. I continued to watch as Tom then got out and started to walk towards where I was standing. I knew that there was a cafe in the building behind me, and that that was where he must be heading.

I really wanted to see him and talk to him, but I didn't want him to know that. So I turned and slowly started walking to the cafe too. As we got to the cafe he passed me and went inside. I also continued inside. I saw that he was selecting some food from a buttet table. I went over to the same buffet table with a plate in my hand.

When I got to Tom I looked up and did a mock double take, as if spotting him for the first time, and smiled at him and said, "Hey...I've seen you before."

Tom smiled back and said, "Yeah, I'm a musician...maybe you know my music."

And I said "Yes, I do...not only do I know it...it think it's the best music I've heard for years. It really inspires me. I absolutely love it. So I guess you could say that I'm a fan of yours". And then I laughed, a little horrified at my gushing, and said, "Oh my gosh...I can believe I used that word..."fan". I am waaayy too old to be a "Fan".

[Okay, who am I kidding. This is my third recent Tom Delonge dream--which is more now than David Wolfe. I hate to admit it...but I'm a fan. But I didn't want Tom to think that I was a fan and a stalker fan at that.]

Tom laughs with me at my fan denial. He seems to be in a genuinely good mood, so we continue to talk and laugh at things now forgotten.

And then--there is a chunk of the dream that is... missing.

How can that be??

Here I am with Tom Delonge...and I forget...

So I have to use my imagination here.

I'm pretty sure that at some point in here I had that moment of enlightenment...where that little lightbulb went off in my brain and it started to make connections:

Tom Delonge = Celebrity = Lucid Dream

And I am sure that there was a part of me that said, "Oh Crap! This isn't real. I'm not really standing here talking to Tom Delonge."

But then another part of me probably chimed in and said, "Look...here you are standing here with a very real looking Tom Delonge right in front of you. This is a Lucid Dream. You are very good at Dream Control. You can do anything you want."

Anything I want.

Anything.

So I know what I did. I looked him in the eye and said, "Hey Tom...I can make your wildest dreams come true. Wanna come fly with me."

So now we enter the part of the dream that I remember...holding hands with Tom flying along some school campus that was covered with very tall trees. I remember having trouble getting too far in the air which is a fairly common problem with me and flying. We were about 15 feet or so in the air. Now for most people who have never flown before this might have been rather impressive. But this was Tom Delonge. I wasn't going to settle for 15 feet. I needed to go higher. I looked up at the trees that I was passing and imagined myself closer to the tops. And sure enough, I was able to "pull" us higher. I did that again several times...and was very pleased at my progress and control.

But before I could do anything else, the dream faded...or else I lost lucidity. At any rate it all ended here.

Dream 1:

I was trying to get somewhere fast (it was either school...or something like it). I was walking with friends and we were at least a mile and a half away. So we started running. We had to run up this very large hill and then back down to the place we were going. When I finally came to a stop, I noticed that I wasn't out of breath at all. My leg muscles didn't feel a thing. My heart was beating normal. I thought, "Wow...I really am getting into good shape. It must be the raw food I'm eating. Maybe I am a runner after all. I should do another marathon."

Dream 2:

Another Food Dream.

I was at some sort of carnival. There were booths all around me that were giving away free food. It all looked so good. I went to a booth and chose a few things that looked delicious. I then went to take a bite, when I realized that I couldn't eat any of this stuff. This was all junk food. Sadly, but determined, I threw it all away.

This poor DJ is getting neglected. I'm missing a bunch of dreams. And pictures. So here's a picture of mine I drew a while back of one of my dreams that shows off all my fine artistic talent and amazing dream control.

(I haven't had much luck getting through mirrors the last few times I have tried. So apparently I need to come up with a new method of getting to Outer Space and the Moon.)

Mirror Portal Fail

lol, aww. *Pats TS's head* I'm sure you'll figure out how to go through a mirror soon, it's a great way to teleport

Originally Posted by ninja9578

lol, aww. *Pats TS's head* I'm sure you'll figure out how to go through a mirror soon, it's a great way to teleport

Thanks, ninja. My problem is that I have been able to use mirror portals in the past. They used to the best way for me to get to Space. But the last few times I have had some kind of huge block.

So I need a change of portals.

Something less solid...soft...swirly...preferably lavender or light blue.

Lucid Dream:


I don't remember how it started. I just remember being in a kitchen with some people. I noticed that one of them was my sister. She was sitting in a chair. She was wearing a nightgown and her legs were kind of pulled up under her. I could see that they were very swolen and purple. I knew that this was because of her cancer. Seeing her made me lucid. Yet I still believed that this was my sister and that she was alive and here in my dream. I wanted to do something to help her feel better. I said something like," Susan, since this is a dream I can take you flying. I know you would love this." I took her hand and pulled her out the door. I then jumped in the air and tried to get her to fly up with me. She was very heavy. I knew that her cancer made it so she couldn't fly very well. But I was still determined to take her for a flight. So I got behind her and and put my arms around her and I was able to get about 10 feet or so in the air and I flew up the city streets with her. I had to work really hard to keep myself from sinking back down to the ground with her. I was really trying to get to the mountains that I could see that were just beyond the city. I didn't have that many blocks left to fly past. But my sister was getting so heavy. I finally decided to take a break. I saw below me a Japanese restaurant that had a nice outdoor courtyard that had a fountain and garden area. I landed there and my sister and I sat on these concrete benches.And that's all I remember.

A bit of a frustrating dream. Lucid enough to know that I could fly away with my sister. But not enough to take better control.

Dreams about time traveling, hugging, Disney World, broken cameras...

I literally laughed out loud at the Mirror Portal Fail pics! Lol. Poor TS.

Originally Posted by Oneironaut

I literally laughed out loud at the Mirror Portal Fail pics! Lol. Poor TS.

Well, thanks. As long as I can make people laugh with my tragedy I guess it's alright.



I want to try and draw more dreams. I just have to practice a style. Not sure how I want to do them yet.

Lucid Dream:

I was in this house that belonged to someone else. I suddenly realized that I was supposed to be taking care of their dogs. Had I even fed them yet?? How many days had I been here? I went out in the yard and saw that they were all still alive. I got out the dogfood and filled their bowls. Suddenly the door to the house opened and some people I didn't know came out into the yard. They were also surprised to see me there. They said that they were friends of the owners and that they were supposed to take one of the dogs. I was a little nervous about letting them take a dog, but I didn't know what else to do.

At some point I was on the roof and jumping off. I think this made me lucid. I started flying around. I followed the people who had taken the dog. I was still worried about that (so I know my lucidity was not at its best here). I flew above them I realized that I could only fly as fast as they could walk. I felt frustrated and tried to fly faster. I couldn't. I tried the "rockets in my feet" method, but it wasn't working today. So I just continued to follow them at my slow "walking speed".

They stopped at a truck. A man delivered them a package. It ended up being a very large cage with a full grown female orangutan. The lady took it out of the cage. I wa suddenly afaid that it would viciously attack her. But it didn't.

I then remembered that I didn't need to be worried about these people who were not real. This was a dream and I could do anything.

Unfortunately I don't remember what I did after that. The only part of the dream I remember next was being with a lady whose hair was all falling out. She said it was becasue of a worm parasite. I felt creepy and didn't want to be near her. I also wanted to tell her that she just needed to go on a parasite cleanse and raw food diet and it would fix her peoblem. But I didn't tell her because no one ever listens anyway. They seem to rather be sick or even die than to try something "hard" like eating a raw food diet.

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

I want to try and draw more dreams. I just have to practice a style. Not sure how I want to do them yet.

Have you seen any of the photoshop/manipulations that I've been doing? That might be a fun way for you to depict some of your dreams, if you have Photoshop or GIMP.

I always liked your little cartoony drawings

Originally Posted by Oneironaut

Have you seen any of the photoshop/manipulations that I've been doing? That might be a fun way for you to depict some of your dreams, if you have Photoshop or GIMP.

I need to go look at yours again. I remember you were very good. Very impressive. I would like to become good at something like that.

Originally Posted by ninja9578

I always liked your little cartoony drawings

Aw thanks. I'll still do those too I'm sure.

Been a while since I have had one of these...

Vampire Dream:


The beginning is fuzzy. I was with Buffy the Vampire Slayer and a few friends and we were trying to kill this group of vampires before they killed us.

The part I remember had us walking down this street at night. As we passed this little store on our right this very old powerful vampire suprised us and grabbed Buffy. He said he didn't want to kill us...only to make us vampires so we could join him. I didn't know what to do. I looked to Buffy who seemed helplessly in his grasp. She looked at me with a look that told me it was going to be okay. I had no idea how this was going to be okay. I watched in horror as he brought his mouth to her neck. I could see him bite her and start sucking her blood.

At this point I remember noticing what we were wearing. Buffy had on this little lacy white dress. And I was wearing this long lacy black skirt and a sheer white blouse. I wondered why we were wearing sexy outfits to go vampire hunting. I remember seeing myself as if in a mirror. We looked good. Our necks were so exposed...

After a short time he pulled Buffy back away from him and grinned at me. I knew I was next. But instead of biting me himself he told Buffy to bite me. I looked at her closely. She didn't seemed to be a crazed new vampire. She again gave me a reassuring look. But I still was not sure how becoming vampires was a good thing at all. But I trusted her and slowly bent my neck so she could get her mouth to it. I looked up and the old powerful vampire was just a few feet in front of me watching this with great interest. Was Buffy really going to bite me? Was I going to have to fake something? But no, I felt her teeth go into my neck. I grimaced and stiffened. This was more painful that I had expected. Yet it wasn't as horrible as it could have been. Maybe becoming a vampire wasn't going to be so bad after all. But would I become a killer? That was bad, right? I wasn't really sure of anything.

Buffy sucked at my neck for a few more moments and then finally pulled away. I could somehow see my neck again. I saw two bloody spots where her teeth had sunk into my flesh. The old vampire laughed and seemed very pleased with himself. He told us to bite the rest of our friends. He seemed so confident in what he had started here that he suddenly left us alone.

I turned to Buffy. What was going on? Were we vampires? She then grinned at me and pulled something out of her pocket. It was a little totem. I knew what is was, but I had no idea she had it. If you activated this totem, it would protect you from becoming a vampire even if you were bitten. So she had never become a vampire. And when she had bitten me she there was nothing to pass on. It was all okay. We could now get on with the vampire hunting.

I guess I need to make a goal to do better with writing my dreams down as soon as I wake up. I have been dreaming...but I forget the dreams almost immediately. Here is one that I have mostly forgotten:

I had a possible lucid dream on the night of Christmas Eve which I didn't write down in the morning because it was Christmas, so all the details are lost. I only remember feeling the satisfaction after I woke up. I just remember thinking something like, "Well, it's about time I had a dream about Markus. And to fly with him too--that was great!"

From 2 days ago:

Dream:

I was at my grandparents' house and I had several high school and college friends (all guys) visiting me. In retrospect I can only remember George and Robert. But I remember thinking about how all of them were very good musicians and wished they could play together. I also remember just hugging George and how it felt so good and not wanting to let go of him.

Then I remember looking out the front window and seeing a high school marching band coming up the road and stopping and playing in front of the house. I was suddenly overwhelmed with emotion. I wished that I had gone to high school here and how good it would have been for me. And how I wished I could be there playing in the band now. I was totally choked up over this. [I have no idea where this emotion came from here.]