Thread: Queen Zukin's Dream Journal

I'm not so sure that this should be taken so literally, lol...

It would be fun though, aside from that landing...

~Joe

Originally Posted by XT-421

I'm not so sure that this should be taken so literally, lol...

It would be fun though, aside from that landing...

~Joe

Lol yeah I know what you mean. When I was writing the dream down I was like..."Hmm, I hope no one says anything about that," because I couldn't remember the words perfectly, and anyway I wrote it made it sound very strange.

The Light Within

It was the end of the school day, and I was walking to an after school club. Two boys were being jerks, so I told them to...go away. I finally found the meeting place in a classroom, and the 2 men where there. Ugh. I sat in the front and ignored them. After about 20 minutes in the meeting, the phone rang and the teacher answered it.

"Yes, she's here," He said. He looked at me and motioned for me to come to the front of the room.

"He wants you downstairs now. Someone has reported that you have been carrying weapons to school," He says. Whaaat?

I march downstairs to the commons where an officer takes me outside. We walk into town and sit on the curb.

"Have you been doing drugs?" He asks violently.

"No, I have not," I respond.

"Tell me the truth," He says, louder.

"What makes you think I'm even on drugs?"

"GOD DAMMIT TELL THE TRUTH!!!" Strangers begin to stare.

"What the hell? I'm not even on prescription drugs!" I yell back, "I've had enough of this shit." I pick up my backpack and walk away.

The next afternoon as I am walking home I realize that I forgot my sketchpad back on the street curb. I walk into a small store and ask if they have it. A cute Asian store manager hands me my sketchpad with my little drawings.

I sit outside her store against the brick wall and begin to draw. The officer sits beside me. Oh god, not him again. From my peripheral view I can see that he is balding, he doesn't have much hair as it is. He is Caucasian and a little chubby.

"I am sorry for my behavior yesterday," He says cooly.

"Whatever," I'm thinking about leaving.

"Look around you," He says. We are now in a bigger city, a little smaller than New York City, and people are bustling around us. We are still sitting with our backs against a building wall. "The people here know nothing of awareness, and I don't want you to lose you're awareness either." What did he mean by awareness?

"Keep the light inside you burning strong, and never let it die."

My Favorite Game

"Here's what you do, take this," A man hands me some kind of weapon, "Now, it is our team against theirs. Kill as many of them as possible, however you can." A large group of people and I are in an old house. Us against them? I think I can do that.

A girl in pigtails comes at me, and she hits me with a cannon ball. Ouch! A life bar above me drains. WTF. I shoot my weird weapon at her, but it doesn't do as much damage. I steal her cannon ball and kill her. Hahaha. I kill some other people, before it is down to just me and one last girl. She has black hair like the night, but I lost my cannon ball and I am weaponless. I hide in a dark room until I can hear her footsteps no more.

While she is gone, I look for another weapon. I find my cannon ball again. Neat. I slither down the hallway, we come face to face. I throw my cannon ball at her, and she shoots her musket at me. We both perish together.

Running in the Woods

I think I've had this dream before. I am running away from something in the woods. But, I have a secret hiding place this time! It it close to the edge of the woods, I wonder why I am not just leaving the woods altogether, but I am not. I hide here, and think I am safe.

HP BAR FOR THE WIN!

I've had dreams like that before! I find them so awesome sometimes, lol.

~Joe

Eek forgot to write, I'll just sum this one up quickly.

Republican and Democrat Cars

I was in an old fashioned toy shop, and they were selling those hand made wooden cars. They had two versions, the Republican Car and the Democrat Car. We decided to do a test to see which one went faster. The Republican Car won.

Physics Lesson

I was in my anatomy class, but the chairs were weird and different. They were wooden and small. My anatomy teacher was teaching us physics. I was trying really hard to pay attention. The girl next to me was drawing a picture with crayons. The teacher kept talking about the horizontal distance of a ball when thrown, so she went outside to do a demonstration but then began talking about genes. She said something about how birdhouses are involved.

At the end, my dog had something in his mouth that didn't belong. Couldn't find out what it was but it looked like a box.

HH

"Mrs. Clark"

"That's up to YOU!"

"P-p-p-population!"

"Department of Subhuman Affairs"

"Mowed down the story in Motown"

"Chlamydia...I'm not drinking it!"

"This liberty that's in your body...it's terrifying."

"That's not fair. I've been dieing for 32 days now."

~~~

I've been really failing at recall lately. I remember something about anatomy class being in chaos, monkey bars, and jumping into the ocean.

Those are some freaky quotes, lol. "Chlamydia... I'm not drinking it!" I like that one a lot, lol. (But you already knew that, perhaps?)

~Joe

Originally Posted by XT-421

Those are some freaky quotes, lol. "Chlamydia... I'm not drinking it!" I like that one a lot, lol. (But you already knew that, perhaps?)

~Joe

The best part is that the last quote was said by you in my head. Lol. I hope you're feeling better!

HH

"Miracle Grow...It works from the head to toes, all the way down to the knees!"

Crash :'(

I was on the driveway in the car. It was night time, and my father was sitting in the passenger seat. His car was parked in front of mine. I accidentally put the car into drive instead of reverse, and hit his car. He slapped me for being an idiot. But the stars in the night sky were really pretty so that was nice.

Astral Sword

I was in the backseat of the car, and we were traveling to the grandparent's house in Arkansas. For once we got there in daytime, and their house looked really strange. It was pastel colors but the length of the house kept continually changing.

I went inside the house, and decided that I would put my bags in the empty room down the hall. There wasn't anything in the room except a dim light and an old dresser. The walls were painted red. I stood in the room for a moment, and felt as if something malevolent was in the room with me. Looking at the red wall, I suddenly saw a shadow that wasn't mine. I turned around, but no one was there.

I decided to teach my little cousin how to drive (He is only 11 IRL, but he was older in the dream). He was doing naturally well, and so we drove to Walgreen's. It was night time now. I got out of the car and suddenly couldn't control my consciousness. My POV/consciousness flew out of my body and I was suspended about 30 feet into the air, watching myself from above. While I was out of body, something took ahold of my body.

The entity began to attack my little cousin, and I finally made it back into my body. I rushed my dieing cousin back home and carried his body into the red painted room.

Somehow I knew that there was an astral sword going through his abdomen. I grabbed the invisible sword, able to feel it, and slowly lifted it out of him while I breathed my energy into his body. Breathing my energy into him felt like inhaling cold air, but yet exhaling. I whispered to him that I wouldn't let him die, not now not ever. The shadow beings were watching in the dim light as I removed the sword from him. They seemed to be feeding off of the scene.

Tibetan Bees

I was sitting on the porch, trying to think of good ideas for an essay. A large swarm of bees began to attack, claiming that they were Tibetan bees.

Ok I did a bad job of recalling dreams last night. Slept for 12 hours and decided to finally do the writing when I woke up at 10am. Next weekend I would like to try to begin to work on my DEILD skills again.

Extreme Sledding in the Mountains

My mom suggested that I take a Spanish class at the community college. I didn't really want to go into Spanish, so I decided not to. I walked around the small college, which was probably the size of a small house, and found a cute porch. The porch was a slab on concrete with a fence built around it, but off of the porch was a steep, snowy hill. I decided to sled.

As I was sledding, I realized that I was probably somewhere in the mountains. The hill had become less steep, but I couldn't see an end to it. I picked up a lot of speed, and the natural scenery was beautiful. As the wind continued to whip my cheeks as I sledded in my little purple sled, I saw 2 figures in front of me. I put my leg out to stop the sled before I hit them, but the force was too strong. Fortunately, the impact wasn't too bad.

"Watch where you're going." One of them says. I don't remember if both of them were boys, but I know that at least one was a male and the other could have been a female. I wondered what they were doing out here. Looking around me, I noticed that the entire perimeter was composed of just a snowy wasteland. Snow and mountains as far as the eye could see.



"What are you guys doing out here? Would you like to sled with me?" I asked, noticing that I could see my breath.

"We're on a mission," One of them says sternly. He looks out to the horizon.

"Well, the sledding out here is really fun." I say. The two begin arguing amongst themselves.

"How did we manage to even get here?" One of them says.

"I thought that the library was that way..." The other person responds.

"Well I don't see a library out here!" He shouts.

"No shit captain obvious!"

"We're in the middle of freaking nowhere thanks to you."

"You're always blaming this shit on me!"

"If you guys are lost, seriously, the sledding here is really nice and fast," I said, interrupting their argument.

"Looks like we have no choice," One of them says reluctantly. Somehow they both have sleds.

We continue sledding down the hill until we reach the bottom. At the bottom there is a small stream which leads into a large pond. The two begin arguing again. I decide to leave them there.

After climbing horizontally up the hill, I come to a library (Hahahaha). I want to research where I was, so I look for books about the mountains. Instead, I find a book about Blind Justice (~Torn Souls, Hurt Faiths~). Inside the books are beautiful pictures from the story, and I am amazed that our library has this. It explains the story in depth and I was surprised at the book's version of the story.

Joe wants a Puppy

Joe decided that he wanted a puppy. So, we decided that we would go to the shelter and find one for him. The shelter was broken off into different sections. Each part was like a little trailer, and there was someone living inside of it. We came to the first one, where the man showed us his puppies. They were dogs of various sizes. When Joe started to find his favorite, they turned into little children. One of the children held up a sign that said: "I played with Boomer when he was little. Please take me with you." Joe got very angry at the little child.

Annoying Move

Our martial arts class decided to move into the highschool. When I came in after school, there were these weird dancers. They were annoying.

I said I wasn't going to drink it? D: I'm scared now, lol.


Why is it that I am always getting angry in your dreams? :/ I've got to change your subconscious view of me by changing my attitude, lol.

~Joe

Battle of Prague (Frags)

I should have written this one down when the dream actually ended. It was actually really long, spanning from about 2AM to 6AM (woke up after each REM then fell asleep again quickly).

I remember Prague, in its early form, and a lot of sword fighting. There was a gruesome battle...Wish I could remember more...

Driving South

I was to drive in a separate car down south, and take the dog with me. The roads were unfamiliar, and I kept getting lost. I had to turn around when I got to a traffic light in the middle of the freeway. I think at one point in the dream I wasn't even in the car, but I was walking alongside the road.

I came to a gas station so that our dog could get some exercise before we got back into the car. He ran around for a bit, before he was stopped by two people. They said that they were traveling veterinarians. They did a EKG on our dog, and told us that he was missing the atrium in his heart. I found that hard to believe.

Hovering

I stepped out of my house, and sorta had the idea that I was dreaming. I think that I knew that I was dreaming for quite awhile, but never really acted on it. I decided to exert a little control, but when I even thought about it I felt the dream 'shift'. I remained still for a moment, and the dream went back to normal. I tried once again even thinking about doing something drastic, and I felt it shift again. Strange. I've noticed that when I start thinking about how I have a body in another dimension (when I'm dreaming) that it causes me to wake up. But then, I have to start thinking about not thinking about thinking about that...and it defeats the purpose.

I decided to sort of 'test the limits' of this dream and see how much it would let me move around without getting that weird shifting feeling (when you can start to feel both realities coexisting at once). I hovered up in the air, and began spinning lightly. I rose higher, and gently changed the background scenery around me. Instead of being surrounded by forest, I changed it to mountains. It was pretty.

Totem Peoples

I was sitting in my grandmother's house, watching the TV as I ate an orange. On the screen there was a program about these people who came alive from being on a totem pole. They sort of looked like the Easter Island statues.

I went into the main kitchen area, where Evil Kenevil was doing his final race down the hall. I watched as he raced and his motorcycle turned into spiders.

I decided to go outside, where apparently everyone else was. I found Joe, and wanted to tell him about the lucid dream I had.

I've decided to start my own little 90 Day WILD Project starting tomorrow morning. I'll be posting each night's/morning's experiences. I'll be doing this every night except Sunday night (can never get to sleep on Sunday).

I only got 4 hours of sleep last night, so I remember one tiny fragment of a dream. In the dream, I was standing on a playhouse structure with B in my backyard. She was smoking pot but her joint looked really messed up.

Day 1

I woke up naturally at 3:40AM from having slept since 9PM. I went back to bed for 20 minutes until I was supposed to wake up from my alarm clock at 4AM. I realize this was a mistake now. I stayed up for about 10 minutes, getting a drink and using the bathroom.

I wanted to use the Lucid Dream iDoser as an anchor. When I listen to it at night, it always puts me into a really good trance so I thought that would work but it really didn't. A multitude of things could have gone wrong. First, I was using my low quality ear phones instead of my headphones. Also, I was really awake from having been asleep for 7 hours and my nose was really stuffy, so I had to breathe through my mouth which just made things worse (and dry).

I attempted to WILD for about 20 minutes. I saw minimal HH, just a flicker of a picture here and there. No SP.

I may look 7, but I'm 19

I was driving somewhere. I pulled off the side of the road for a moment and got out of the car. Apparently, I was driving a truck. I stopped in the middle of the road, but at the time I thought it was just off of the edge of the sidewalk.

A little girl greets me. She is wearing a pink shirt. We engage in a conversation, when she starts talking about how she loved the 80's. I was about to make a comment about how she wasn't around for the 80's when she caught me and said, "I may look 7, but I'm 19." That didn't explain the fact that she still wasn't around for the 80's, but she seemed satisfied with her answer.

Grr Hair (Frag)

I was walking through the school hall with Joe, messing with my hair. It was humid which made my hair feel all sticky and I hated that feeling. I finally got mad enough with it that I just decided to put it up into a ponytail.

Good luck with your WILD plan! I support this all the way!

~Joe

Originally Posted by XT-421

Good luck with your WILD plan! I support this all the way!

~Joe

Thanks !!!

Day 2

So this morning's attempt was pretty interesting lol. I'm not sure when I fell asleep, it was either around 9:10PM-10PM. I woke up throughout the night thinking that it was already morning because I felt so refreshed. My WILD alarm went off at 3am, and caught me right in the middle of REM. I stayed up for less than 5 minutes before starting the WILD attempt.

I once again decided to use the iDoser Lucid Dream file, and having my headphones it actually worked this time. Also, my nose wasn't stuffy so that made everything much easier. After the 10 minutes was up on the song, I started counting my breaths backwards from 100 to keep me at least a little aware. I was seeing a lot of images. They were just flickers. But I heard a ton of sounds, which was great.

Near the end, I somehow forgot that I was WILDing and scratched my face. Oops! I got up (no sp?) looked at the clock. 4:14AM?!!!! I had been laying there for over an hour! It didn't even feel like an hour! I know that I was awake the entire time, but it felt as if I was in a sort of half-lucid trance of just 'being'. I'm not sure if this is a good sign, but it worries me that I was basically laying there for an hour without SP.

Gummy Bears Cure Everything

I was at a hotel with my mom and my neighbor, MC. I was really sick, so my mom told me to eat some gummy bears. It really wasn't helping very much. I think that we were somewhere in the mountains, on a road trip.

Jeroinke

I was sitting in my bed room. I noticed that there was a small fish tank under my bed. I looked at it, and noticed that I was growing a fish. It was like one of those kits that you buy at the store, you feed the invisible creature in the water, and it will eventually grow into something recognizable. The goldfish was still pretty teeny, so I fed it.

I looked out at the night sky through the slats on the blinds on the window. I noticed flashing lights. I stood up and peeked out the blinds to get a better view. I noticed ambulances and police cars surrounding the neighbor's house.

I went upstairs and told mom, and she responded that our neighbors had moved out, but the father of the family stayed behind and he was stabbed with a hunting knife.

I read the newspaper, which was already talking about the incident, and noticed that they had misspelled my neighbor's name. Instead of her real name, they had posted it as "Jeroinke (Je-roink-ee)". I thought about it for a moment, and realized that this name actually felt more suiting than her real life name. Even now as I think about it, this name actually fits her better...

Hatching an Egg

I found a huge egg. It was maybe the size of an Ostrich egg. It was gray and speckled. It felt warm, but it was abandoned so I decided to take care of it and hatch whatever was growing inside.

It didnt take long, and I watched as a human baby fought its way to the outside world from the shell. She was like a miniature baby, and had straight, long, brown hair.

Football (Frag)

I remember looking to the sky and seeing a football spinning really fast as it was thrown. I also remember 3 girls, I think that they were near a playground.

Chaotic (Frag)

Something about our house being chaotic...I think there were a lot of birds...We were pointing them out...and something about a teacher?

Pegasus

Our class was meeting inside of my house. We were learning something boring, and I found it hard to pay attention. I went outside for a moment. It was night time. I saw something flying in the air. It was white. As it came closer, I realized that it was a horse with wings! It was pure white and had an amazing wingspan. It's wings almost glowed they were so beautiful.

It looked at me for a second, and came closer. I stroked its head. The horse seemed to be a little lost.

Senior Pics (Frag)

I got an email from the photographer saying that she posted my other pics and that I could take a look at them. The link was all weird, and it had random w's in places.

Last night was pretty much a disaster.

Day 3

I woke up at 3am to my alarm, I don't remember if I was in the middle of a dream or not. I had slept probably about 5.5 hours. I wanted to try a different anchor this time, and use a song playlist instead of the iDoser. The playlist was supposed to be about 25 minutes of songs that were about dreaming.

Unfortunately, at the beginning of every song I was jolted awake again by the sudden noise of the song starting. My nose itched really bad, and after sometime I succumbed to scratching it. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 3:40AM and wondered how that was even possible. I had a 25 minute playlist, I started around 3:05 and wasn't finished with it yet...

I probably should have done a reality check.

Logic Class

I was running around the school. It was first day of class all over again. I was so confused because apparently I had an online logic class. Everything was so mixed up.

Cuteeee

I was in the upstairs room, looking into a cage. Inside the cage there were little mice, bunnies, and birds. They were very cute. My mom was letting someone tour the house, and when I saw them (forgot who they were, but I think they were wearing a trench coat?), I wondered why they were here.

I decided not to do a WILD attempt last night because I had to go to bed very late and wake up very early, so I couldn't really afford to lose much more sleep.

Eyeliner

It was the middle of 3rd hour, and I went in the bathroom to make sure that my eyeliner wasn't going crazy (I dressed up today). It was, so I was trying to fix it but nothing was working. Joe was wondering where I was, so he came into the girl's bathroom and tried to help.

Case of the levitating necklace

There was more to this dream that I don't really remember (it was a nap dream). I remember standing in my room, and I saw one of the necklaces that I had hung on the wall start levitating upwards. That was really strange. In another part of the dream, the school decided that they would start charging us a quarter to print off paper. You would have to insert coins into the side of the computer.

"Chlamydia...I'm not drinking it!"

Bahahaha!

I'll try to catch up with your DJ again.

Day 4

Oops. I went to bed around 11:30PM and woke up at 7am to do a WILD attempt. I like using the iDoser's because they put me in a nice trance without causing me to fall asleep, but I wanted to try a different one this morning. So I used to OBE one instead of the Lucid Dream track. I got really heavy HH, but I think I was asleep before the song even ended lol. I think that tomorrow I will try the same track again, but stay up for a little longer before my next attempt to shake off the tiredness.

Dreaming of Dreaming (Frag sort of)

I was in a really long hallway that was open on both ends. On the floor was a latino women. I remember a lot of yellow, and maybe some hay. I woke up from the dream (into another dream) and told Mike (Retribution) about my dream. He said that he had a very very similar dream, but what he saw was an Anglo sax women.

Beetle Rage

The house was being infested with boxer beetles. I was getting really mad, because they were literally everywhere so I took the vacuum and tried to get rid of them. It only worked for a few minutes.

I'm having a really hard time recalling the beginning of this dream. I keep seeing like "visions" of it, as if I am feeling the emotions and colors but I can't really grasp all of what happened. I think I was camping, but I remember someone else being there with me. Something tragic happened, and we were like nomads trying to find our way somewhere. I clearly remember a very dark road. This road was surrounded by trees, and it was night. There were no lights, not even from the stars of the moon. My friend and I were driving down the road, looking for something. We see a light coming from a sort of tent, and we know not to go there because there were evil beings there.

Snow Team

I was working with a bunch of people either my age or younger. Most of them were just little kids. Our job was to shovel the snow in the winter, which could be up to 3 feet deep. On the first day, one of the children lost their arm due to frost bite.

Later in the dream, it was growing dark and we were having a snow storm. Our team didn't have gloves or shovels, so we had to try to clear the snow from the road with our bare hands. We didn't mind though because the snow was not cold. A lady came out and told us that we were not fast enough.

The Eiger

Our family decided to take a trip to Arkansas, which apparently in my dream was right next to the Eiger mountain. I decided that I was going to climb the mountain. We went into teams based on our country.

I vividly remember being about 3/4 to the top, and looking down. It was pretty much straight down, and really freaky looking. I nailed in a piton and continued to climb upwards with my team. We came to a section of the mountain in which we saw colorful graffiti. The graffiti said that the Russians had won. We decided to go back down the mountain since it would be too hard to summit. I think we had fun sliding down the ice fields. But the height was still really scary.

Do Not Enter

I was driving around my friend's neighborhood, looking for her house. I came to the end of the road where it made a loop. At the end of the loop however, there was a small little pathway. I realized that I was on a peninsula and a beautiful lake surrounded me.

I had a strange notion that the little pathway was actually a road, not a dock. I drove onto the long dock, and realized that I really couldn't go any further. Nor could I turn around. I put the car in reverse and looked in my rear view mirror. I had to navigate the car backwards without falling off of the dock and submerging the car. The dock was very curvy and windy, but I did manage to safely get the car off of the dock.

To be honest, when I think of "Anglo Sax" I think of a black jazz player with a saxophone. But I like your dreams

Originally Posted by Retribution

To be honest, when I think of "Anglo Sax" I think of a black jazz player with a saxophone. But I like your dreams

Lol. I like your dreams too!

Day 5

Well this morning was just full of fail lol. I set my alarm clock for 7am (at 7 here it is still dark) so that the light wouldn't get in the way but I'd still have enough sleep. Well, my alarm clock decided that it was going to get DST over with early, and roll back an hour. So when the alarm clock went off at 7am, it was actually 8.

I used the iDoser OBE and managed to fall asleep with that one again. I'm not going to use that track anymore LOL. I woke up about 15 minutes later, unsure of what just happened. I would like to try WILDing with my eyes open, that would be interesting. I might try that next weekend.

Collapse of Time

I was to meet Joe at the school parking lot, before school started. Apparently, he wanted me to talk to a gypsy . It was about 9PM, and I was trying to gather my stuff. In the back of my head I was thinking that school didn't start at night...

I couldn't find my homework, and then it was 10pm. And then 11pm. I wondered why time was moving so fast! I looked at my watch and it was all messed up and weird. Was I dreaming? Oh wait, I had my watch on upside down! -.-

I ran out of my room and saw two guys from school standing in my bathroom. One of them had shit in my shower. Why thanks, you guys.

I then drove to the school parking lot. Upon arriving, I remembered that I missed trick or treating! NOES!

Helping our (Evil) Neighbor

I think I was playing RCT2, and building my theme park. In the game, there were awards for people who were the fastest at getting to the bottom of the rollercoaster or waterslide or whatnot.

Next, I was sitting in a classroom. There was an Asian man behind me, staring. People kept tripping on a wire that was plugging into the wall beside me, so I moved it.

I think this was all one dream lol. In the next scene, our new neighbors wanted to go to the park, but they had a large box that they wanted to transport. We decided that we would put the box on top of my car, and the two men would run alongside it to keep it balanced. Yep, that worked real well.

While driving, I looked at the speedometer and saw that the front of the front of the car was driving at 25MPH, while the back wheels were going at 125MPH. I was impressed that the men could run that fast.

There was a bit of a cut scene in the dream, where the POV switched to inside the giant box on top of the car. Inside the box were the rest of the family. On the far corner, they noticed that one of the boxes was starting to smoke. One of the children pointed it out, but the family scoffed at it. The entire box was engulfed into flames. D: