Huge success last night!!!
I had 4 back 2 back WILDS it went like this.
WBTB at 245am stayed up for 10min. drank a cup of cold coffie then I layed there forever and just like all the other night I would get the "swallows" and the vibs would disappear. I read alot about ignoring it and just focused on "Jeff's" wild Tec. I read earlyer that day on his free fall how he lets his mind wonder and just sits back and watches his thoughts I did just that! Finally becoming uncofertable I rolled over onto my right side then I beautiful sceanery of high snow and pine trees my dog "oden" was getting pretty for from me exploring I was lucid and decided wistle with my fingers it was the loudest wistle I have ever done and the scean started to fade but my wistle carried on echoing as I faded in the darkness apon waking up I decided to relax and start another WILD as I watched my mind wonder again I found myself yet again lucid :-) i was walking into a gas station I walked up to the clerk and realized my shirt wasent on I felt like white trash and was afraid of being judged. When I looked back towards the clerk and he was gone i started fading to black again but I could still feel the floor beneath my feet and I could hear the door jingle as it opened i felt/heard two people walk in behind me feeling valnerable from the dark void I amagined myself as a cardboard cut out in a waving position so as they passed me they wouldent notice me lmao :-)...... I faded out of that dream and awoke in my bed. AGAIN I attempted another WILD this time it started out NL "WARNING A BIT SEXUAL BUT IT IS MY WORKBOOK SO HEAR IT GOES"...... I was working in a Walmart type store sitting at a desk in the middle of a isle way I had in understanding that there is a tube you can hook up this odd looking tube thats under the desk to ur penis and get a blow job from a worker girl in a different room i faded to black. It's hard to explain what happen next but basically I had a FA I was in my bed masterbating super fast I almost ejaculated when I kinda moaned out loud at this point I realized I was dreaming again and the sound from my moan echoed louder and louder also the darkness was replaced by in ever growing light. I stoped masterbating after realizing I was dreaming. I faded to black but this time instead of waking up I layed there in the void i felt the bed under me and questioned myself if I was still in a dream state. After a bit of time I decided to try and float up as I Tryed my body sort of slid slowly off the bed again I questioned if I was really falling off the bed but said no ur still LUCID AND DREAMING so I stayed relaxed and thought about the TOTM I told myself I need to hug somone and punch hittler in the face ..... As I was still what felt like half off my bed I also though about xanous a fellow LD"er" and how he felt somthing squishy that help pull him out of the void I felt nothing though. Just after that I could see just down the hall were my girlfriend was sitting up on the bed I said "babe I'm stuck in the void" and she replyed "try not smoking pot" I woke up after that......