Ugh, I need to focus more 
One of the problems that is coming back is not being able to go to sleep when I want because of my family. My room is in the basement so every noise made by my sisters and mom upstairs travels down in to my room. Earplugs help, but they don't block out the sound completely, and when I'm going to bed at night, I need it to be silent and any talking is especially annoying (even when I'm awake, hehe). I end up sitting on the computer listening to music until my sisters have gone to bed or until I'm too tired and I just use earplugs.
Like I've said a million times before, I just got out of the flow. I stopped journaling, then I stopped doing ADA, RCs, etc, then my recall started to go down, and now I'm pretty much where I'm started. I want to get back into lucid dreaming, like said a million times before as well, but I think I want to focus more on WILD (and DEILD) and WBTB. WILD has been something that has interested me and I would like to explore it more.
I guess we will see what happens, but I'm getting fed up...with my lazyness . It's been nearly two years since I discovered lucid dreaming, and I haven't made much progress towards where I (and most everyone) wants to be. I know a lot more about LDing and I can give good advice, but I can't actually stick with doing any of it for myself. I think it's time to actually take this seriously and focus, focus, focus!!! My next steps will be to get something for a dream journal and start journaling, then to do ADA, WBTB, DILDs, etc, and then to start trying out WILD.
I'm going to treat this like I did nearly two years ago when I was a starter, and go to sleep every night excited and hoping for a lucid dream. Seriously, the first two months I started lucid dreaming, I went to bed at 8:30 each night because I was so excited about getting a lucid dream. Obviously, it started working because I had my first lucid, then one a week later, and another one soon after.
Rant over . This will be fun . for all the help that you all have given me so far. I really appreciate it!
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