I had odd dreams the last 2 nights.
The first was that i invited a guy over to meet my friend Raquel, but then the dream jumped forward in time and I was living in a trailer, with this guy and not in love with him at all. My husband showed up with his new wife? to get the kids and I was like "We have to talk, at which point he said, no- you made your choice, there is nothing to talk about." I felt so miserable packing stuff into their brand new minivan, looking around I realized we didn't have a car, our yard was nasty with stuff laying around and the guy that I was living with rode a bike everywhere. He was all excited because he got a small black and white tv to get the football game. I was like "I am losing my damn mind, I hate sports! Why would that make me remotely happy!???" I was desperate to talk to my husband, to get him back. I don't know what the hell that was except for scary.
Last night I had the dream that I was on a school trip and I was looking for my ex boyfriend, but couldn't find him anywhere. I jumped in someones car because I thought they were going to a party where he was, I found out this party was going to last a week. I was like - no way, I have responsibilities and have to get home I can't be gone a week. I jumped out of the car and flew up in the air because the driver started chasing me. Why I never became lucid is beyond me- it was weird.
Not sure what is going on inside my head, but I hope my dreams get more pleasant.
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