Thread: This is my dream

Hello my dearest workbook Friends
I have been attempting wake back to bed each night and still recording at least three or four dreams per night or I should say 2 to 4 Per night on average.
I have listened to Percys audio lessons recently which were wonderful and have helped me to start to get an actual feeling of the mild technique which went beyond what I had before which was full of questionmarks I feel now a bit clearer about the Mild technique. I feel clear about how and when to visualise and exactly how to focus on tasks this has become clearer now so I hope to implement this further I will put more about that in my workbook soon. Also carrying on reading Sageouses Fundementals thread wich is awesome
This particular update is one which is about my last dream this morning I had many non-lucid dreams this morning but my last one I finally got somewhere…
Some advice I had read in one of gabs threads where she was telling somebody after the hypnagogic imagery has started within the wild attempt - how she gets into the dream was to pick a point and say " I am there"

I have had a few lucid dream so far in a short time but they were all Mild or Dild probably more like Dild as I am a beginner my Mild technique is in very,very early stages. So although this has been the case and I often do wake back to bed and I often get to stages passed my body being very relaxed and twitches stopping, sensation stopping and sometimes I have got to a point where I feel my dream body moving on contorting - like I may feel my jaw my jawbone has dislocated and changed shape this kind of thing. Then recently I definitely noticed the vibration stage, but sometime after this I usually fall asleep or go into a very mellow relaxed state but don't go into any dream. The times that I did have Dild are usually after these attempts at Wild ; sometimes taking up to 2 hours of lying very very still ...then finally when I turned over onto my side and try to keep the lucid dream idea live in my mind as I fell asleep I had most of my Dild successes like this.
Anyway this morning I had many dreams and I knew I had a day off so I had a late lyin bed - with 12 hours of sleep and maybe 5 or 6 recorded dreams but failing to get a Lucid Dream. So by my last dream in the morning I decided as I lay in bed quietly that I wondered what was doing wrong - maybe my perception of it or the way I was saying the mantra maybe my self awareness, but there was something I needed to pinpoint...At that moment I experimented with the way I said the mantra and I felt myself saying "I am dreaming I am dreaming "in a very close way ...where I was almost whispering it to myself within myself ( not speaking out loud tho ) and then I noticed another way of saying out where I was almost saying it to another person outside me so in other words saying it further away and then I was saying the mantra into myself again...
As I carried on saying the mantra pointing it inwards "I am dreaming I am Dreaming" was bring it into myself obviously in my mind - I started to notice the hypnagogue near points and your advice to the dreamer above I mentioned came into my mind and I should pick pick one of these points and say "I am there".

So I did this and I found myself travelling towards this point and the experience was like nothing I had before like a tunnel I was going towards his point then - Indian music started playing quite loudly an enjoyable sound. As it played louder and clearer -I went moving faster towards what point, which I imagined was the dream scene starting to emerge - uuuggghh for some reason I decided to experiment and pull myself back from it slowly so as to really get a feel for this surge that was happening...I felt a surge of going forward and the surge as coming out,and of course at this point I wanted to feel the search going back in again however it didn't happen. I was really annoyed with myself. And of course happy about having the experience but really wished I'd stayed in.
Now I've managed to get that far to do it once do you think that I will be able to do it easily again - of course I want to trust myself that I can but I'm so happy about the fact that I actually managed to do something close what I've been reading about all these months -

Hhhmm -words of experience welcome from dreamers