Strange feeling while starting a lucid dream...

[MysticalSophie]

First of all, hello everyone! Some time ago I've been seeking to experience powerful and meaningful lucid dreams, but due to my daily routine (which sometimes can be really stressful), it leads me to a non-stop lifestyle and so, I never really accomplished that. However, the few times I entered in a lucid dream (or at least, I thought so), the only thing I felt was a true sense of weirdness and fearness. When I realize that it's all a dream, the dream characters start to stare at me like if I "broke" and ruined everything. I feel like they are mad at me because now there is no purpose for them to be there, because I no longer believe that what was happening back then was real! So then I feel a big suspense, like something bad is going to happen. Well, I don't know if it is something bad, but at least I start to feel fear because I don't know what is going to happen next. So I quick the dream and I wake up upset because I know I wasted another time to have my first lucid dream! I don't know if this is normal or not. I think I'm going to start some of the tips from the forum and specially the ones from Rebecca's website (World of Lucid Dream.com) about the things we can do before the dream. But I would really appreciate if you could tell me if it is normal or not AND how can I deal with that (in order to have my first lucid dream) Thanks! ^^