I tried to use the furnace as an anchor but it turns on for 30 minutes then off for the 30 minutes so I didnt work out for me. I have tried white noise, music, etc but I ended up having to use earplugs since it seems when I was trying to WILD, any noise would keep me awake, now if there was only way to mute the sound of my breathing. I tried using the rumble feature of xbox controller up against my leg as an anchor with no luck.
I have not been able to get to SP yet, I think I have been very close though. My body has gotten completely numb and my face as well but with feeling still in the back of head. When I have been at this point I can feel myself slipping away, and my body starts vibrating and feeling like its not there, I try to focus on whatever light I may see under my eyelids, I see a few things but nothing interesting. At this point I cant go any further, I never hear any noises or see anything that looks like anything interesting. I'm just stuck. If I let my mind wander, Ill start to have what I think of as mini dreams where random events happen but when I fall asleep doing it this way I have know awareness what so over.
I finally got my self to fall asleep on my back, my dreams were 20x more realistic in terms of visual, audio etc, and what was actually happening. But I still just went with the flow of the dreams. I do reality checks all the time throughout the day but I have never been able to any reality checks in my dreams, most of the time it feels like I am not there to do anything. So if I try to maintain my awareness while I fall asleep , I wont fall Asleep and if I let go I will fall asleep but wont be lucid.
So I dont what to do. Any other ideas as I cant think of any.
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