Thread: if you don't chew big red than F*** you!

haha just kidding but I hope that title isn't to off the wall but i figured id come in a little silly =p

Ive been familiar with lds for a number of years.
was quite the fanatic at first, tried + combined all techniques to failure, talked a lot about it, told any one who would listen, teach techniques and stuff... i really thought i was helping the world =p

a lot of people tended to look at me a little crazy.... and eventually i felt a little crazy cuz i was having no success... (so many friends convert after that damn inception movie, "omg gliders do you know what lding is?!?11") :face palm:

So i took a break for some time... got kinda burnt out... busy too...

Now I'm going through an interesting time in my life and i kinda want to get back into it, and figured posting and registering would help, as I'm active in other forums, but suuuperr busy in wl...

Originally i was going to come and just ask people to tell me what to do, as I'm superrrrr busy mostly and can't really do homework to get "caught up" so to speak on what i need to do.... thank goodness for the dv academy??? i hope its helpful as i have a direct place to go to....

It almost seems like it takes a lot of work and effort to be lucid? or is that on a case by case basis....? or maybe its the mistake of CONCIOUS "effort" and "work"

Is there help for motivation for that? i dont want this to feel like a chore but i dont want to waste the potential of my mind any longer.....

also...does any one have thought on escapism or preferring an ld to wl??