I'm pretty new at this. So I just have a few more questions:

I can always make it to SP, I lay in bed for what seems like forever. Just counting and focusing on my breathing. Trying to stay awake. But nothing happens. I just lay there, totaly relaxed and kinda annoyed that nothing is happening. Just the chock board with endless numbers written on it (by me).

Is there anything I may be doing wrong?
Am I missing any signs?
What can I do?