I had success again !! This time i managed to control and talk to people!!
I didn't get too much sleep the night before because of a party so i was really tired when i went to bed last night. In the middle of the night i woke up and got a drink, bothered by the fact that i couldn't recall what i had dreamt. I went to sleep again and had some dreams which i do recall, really weird stuff but it didn't convince me i was dreaming.
Right at the end of the final dream we were sitting in a group around a bucket, it was boring and this was where it hit me. I got up and said "This is a dream" and walked out. I entered a staircase of an apartment building and started walking down. I wanted to prove i had control so i randomly entered a apartment, it was rather small and decorated. I got out again and when i reached the ground floor i met an old man (he kinda looked like my grandpa but fatter), he was smiling but i walked out the door because i wasn't gonna waste my time talking to a grandpa (sorry ). It was light outside and i took off flying! It felt as if i reached a ceiling and couldn't get any higher, also i was slowly descending so i landed and took off again. This time i looked down and it was dusk, i saw some cars and buses driving with their lights on. I noticed a man walking on the sidewalk, at first he looked up at me surprised but then he smiled. I landed at a mall and went inside some kind of a bakery. I was looking at a corner and thought "When i turn around Angelina Jolie will be there", i turned around and there were a few people including her! She was wearing a flower dress so i walked up to her and took her hand and went outside. I asked her "Are you my dream guide?" (i read somewhere that such a thing could exist) she smiled and said "No I'm not, sorry". Next to the bakery there was a sauna (LOL) so we entered that, you can guess what my intentions were... She said she was ready or something but i had to go to the toilet first. So i went, but as i stood there ready to take a leak i hesitated because i was afraid i was gonna wet my bed if i did Not sure what to do i woke up.
First off: I don’t have an Angelina Jolie-obsession, not the slightest It was the first thing that crossed my mind because i had seen her on TV with Jeffrey Sachs the night before.
When i woke up it was 6:33, i did a double check in case i had a WTB. I think i’m making progress, this LD was much longer and i actually felt i was in control. Still i'm not satisfied with myself, i had the weirdest dreams before my LD but it never crossed my mind i was dreaming then It seems Amethyst Star is on to something because i'm only able to realize i'm dreaming when i'm close to waking up, better than nothing i guess. Also i find it takes some guts to say "I'm dreaming!" when you're dreaming, feels like you are betraying somebody.
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