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[Tykk]

Well I made it home. It's been about 5 hours since I woke up. I'm still tired and I'm hoping that it's going to work this time. I'll let everyone know how it went when I wake up later. 2:32 So I finally made it into bed closing in on noon and laid there for over an hour. Within the first 20 minutes I felt some tingling, some twitching, and some itches, and ignored them all. My body started to feel numb and that was it. I think I swallowed a little after that and I think that killed it. I lay there for a bit longer, maybe 10 minutes, and I saw a bunch of flashing squares in front of my eyes. They were black and white and they were flashing in front of a white globe that was in the center of the background. It was revolving and flashing too, but not as strong as the squares. I felt a strong wave of numbness come over me and I felt heavy. I assume this was HI and SP. I lay there for a long while like that and at one time my vision was encompassed in white light. This was the only thing that happened. After an hour I ended up rolling over. I tried again but couldn't find a comfortable enough position. Rolled to my other side, still couldn't. Tried on my back again and lay there for another 20 minutes and didn't get anything. I was getting really tired so I rolled to my side again and went to sleep. I don't know what to do after I have reached SP to bring upon a dream that I can enter. I also don't know why after the first time I was unable to reach SP again. Any ideas?