Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Singularity125

I've realized that between this thread and the "Post if you're Happy or Cheerful" thread, I have a pretty good view on several of the regulars. It was funny to see Link give wildly different views of the same Biology thing. I think he does it for the lulz.

My little rant is that my thread I made a couple days ago is totally ignored. Maybe I made the thread title a little harsh... I didn't mean "No-Nonsense" to imply that normal dream interpretation is nonsense, but that's probably exactly how it came across as. >.<

We love those threads!

I have had this happen also, created a thread and it received little or no attention. No big deal, some threads just don't stimulate anyone, or the right person at the right time.

At least it hasn't been deleted!

Originally Posted by Singularity125

I've realized that between this thread and the "Post if you're Happy or Cheerful" thread, I have a pretty good view on several of the regulars. It was funny to see Link give wildly different views of the same Biology thing. I think he does it for the lulz.

Oh, you don't want to see me still awake around 2-3AM, I don't know myself anymore. It's just the fact that I spent the whole day on the cladogram that really made me go crazy.

I used to be crazy a lot in High School, when I stayed up until 3-4 AM, I would just roleplay with my homework, and listen to battle music and pretend my homework was the evildoer, and I must SLAY IT

Spoiler for Battle Music:

Listening to music like this really wanted me to destroy my homework XD

I used to be obsessed with inducing Multiple Personalities Disorder, but I figured I'm too crazy for that.

And a girl used to tell me that I'm as different as night and day.

I can't fucking post fucking links for another fucking 3 fucking days. That is all.

I can't go to the park today. Rain. And it'll be raining for the whole weekend.

My friend used to blame all the rain on me. It's like the moment I stepped out of shelter, it'll start raining. Like I'm the Rain God or something. Carrot is Rain God?

I fucking forgot that I couldn't fucking post fucking links. I just fucking spent fucking 500 fucking hours fucking looking for some fucking thing that was fucking relevant to a fucking thread and the fucking stupid fucking error fucking message fucking came fucking up. FUCK!

Originally Posted by Carrot

I can't go to the park today. Rain. And it'll be raining for the whole weekend.

My friend used to blame all the rain on me. It's like the moment I stepped out of shelter, it'll start raining. Like I'm the Rain God or something. Carrot is Rain God?

And lol rain God ^

Originally Posted by Blunt

I fucking forgot that I couldn't fucking post fucking links. I just fucking spent fucking 500 fucking hours fucking looking for some fucking thing that was fucking relevant to a fucking thread and the fucking stupid fucking error fucking message fucking came fucking up. FUCK!


And lol rain God ^

Relax relax. If you can't post link, just post it without the www. or put some spaces in between and tell others to remove the spaces.

See, now I'm not allowed to reply with the quote because it has the www -.- plus, it's photographs that I'm trying to post :c And I just did it again trolololol ffff

Originally Posted by Blunt

See, now I'm not allowed to reply with the quote because it has the www -.- plus, it's photographs that I'm trying to post :c And I just did it again trolololol ffff

Photographs? Upload it as attachments on DV?

Originally Posted by Blunt

See, now I'm not allowed to reply with the quote because it has the www -.- plus, it's photographs that I'm trying to post :c And I just did it again trolololol ffff

Maybe if you drop another f-bomb you'll get your way. Try it!

Meh meh meh meh.

I killed my brain cells by over-thinking again.

Meh. Chatting about death with friend when we're only 20. MEH. And then worrying about it. And then thinking about all those life questions that I've no answer for.


(Legend: Meh is a word to replace something in between a sigh and a fuck.)

I think "meh" is universal these days.

Originally Posted by melanieb

I think "meh" is universal these days.

I don't know what "meh" means to other people. Lols. I randomly say random words when I'm at a loss for words for my feelings.

I think most words/sound-combinations convey a universal message by their tone.

Of course, if you try pronouncing "meh" in an angry way, or as a question, it might be confusing

Try "pluh" and see what it means to you. Say it out loud and see what you get from it.

@Hunstreet: I'm also going to be studying all weekend.

Except, at this moment, I need to rant.

Spoiler for Creeeeep:

I made a thread a while ago in the HELP section and talked about how sometimes when I come home from work and the excitement has gone, I instantly feel depressed.

Last night I came home from class (I don't work anymore), and I was watching a stand-up comedy show, ironically, and suddenly I just felt a huge thump in my chest. Out of no where I felt like complete dog shit, scum of the earth.

I know what triggered it, too. Sometimes I get social anxiety, but yesterday, before class, I was feeling rather confident. I didn't "dress" up for class or anything, but I did my hair and makeup and wore a nice shirt. (I'm sure all girls know how this is, sometimes, you want to look good for yourself, not others.) We had a test and I was trying to boost my confidence you know, trying to put myself in a good mood.

I'm pretty sure my lab partners and I aced the test, but anyway.

There's this kid that I don't really know, but we worked together at one of the local fast food places. Ever since class started he has stalked me. I don't mean that he follows me home and stuff, but he follows me outside on breaks when I go and smoke and just stands there. Sometimes he doesn't even speak, but he'll be like a foot away from me. He just stares at me in class and it's creepy as hell.

Well, yesterday, after class was dismissed and everyone was getting their things, he was waiting by the door, as usual, and I knew he was waiting for me. He held the door for people and I quickly walked through and picked up my pace, because he does this all the time. He seriously has to run after me just so he can walk a few feet with me before I go to my car.

I've always tried to be nice to him, but it's hard when someone is following you around.

Anyway, I lost him yesterday because he got stuck holding the door for the few people that came behind me, lol.

But as I was coming down the steps there were these two girls from my class walking in front of me and they had seen me in a hurry. Once we got through the doors of the stairway I felt like I needed to explain why I was practically running, lol.

I told them about this kid and they were laughing. At the time, I felt like it was a pretty normal conversation. I'd spoken to them a few times in class, but usually I'm pretty antisocial in class. I think I surprised them. I didn't realize this until last night.

One girl was like, "well, you know he just wants your number." But she said it in a way that sounded like someone speaking to a five year old girl about another little boy.

I hadn't thought of it at the time, but damn, what if I'm the creep?

I say that, because I don't even know these two girls and I had just run my mouth about this kid. I hate talking shit. I shouldn't have said a word to them. I also tend to curse a lot when I speak. Without trying. Nothing real bad, I can usually catch myself before I drop the F-bomb, but I say "shit" a lot.

Personally, I'm not offended by anyone's language unless they are cursing like a complete idiot. You know, like trying to be cool and cursing very unnaturally.

Anyway, I realized I was talking to two girls who were complete preps who had probably never said the f word in a conversation ever in their lives. Of course, that's based on my impression of them.

I shouldn't care what they think, but that regret of even confiding in them made me feel vulnerable. I felt like an idiot for it last night.

And this actually happens quite often. I don't know why I let it eat me up. Small regrets. You see, when I do get confident, later I regret it because I feel like I just made a complete ass of myself. Even though, that's who I am and I really can't run from it.

Ever feel like your whole life you have been mentally retarded but nobody has ever told you? All this time you thought you were normal, but you're a complete idiot? I've seriously felt this way since grade school.

Now that I think about it, I guess what really triggered this whole thing was watching Charlie Murphy last night. He was making a joke about people who live completely normal lives, seem completely normal, have a wife, have kids, have a nice house and everything, but when you hear them speak, you think, ohhhh... this guy's a retard.

Yea... he hit a soft spot because what if I'm one of those people? lol I know it sounds dumb as hell, but I'm insecure as shit and I can't put a finger on it.

Anyway that's my rant. Now I'm going to do homework and put it behind me as usual.

Originally Posted by greenhavoc

Maybe if you drop another f-bomb you'll get your way. Try it!

Hahahahahaha!

That is all.

Originally Posted by melanieb

I think most words/sound-combinations convey a universal message by their tone.

Of course, if you try pronouncing "meh" in an angry way, or as a question, it might be confusing

Try "pluh" and see what it means to you. Say it out loud and see what you get from it.

Pluh? Never used it before. Sounds like a confused tone to me.

Suena, good to see you online!

Don't worry, those feelings are common, normal. We all second-guess ourselves sometimes, or we should, and it's not crazy to worry about being boneheaded.

Chances are, you are worrying more about yourself than other people are.

Try to give yourself a break.


And those preppy girls...probably say lots of bad words when you're not looking.

Social anxiety is rough. I had it when I was young. I still get nervous sometimes, but you know what helped me break my fear? My first job gave me confidence. I worked night-shift at a 7-11, and we were supposed to greet every customer. It put me in the habit of talking to strangers, kind-of like on this forum, and I broke out of my shell. Met some nifty people, too, and even got quite a few dates!



My rant: It's only noon and my son already wants to eat for the fourth time today.

Originally Posted by Carrot

Pluh? Never used it before. Sounds like a confused tone to me.

I was at the grocery store once, and a bag of something fell out of my cart. Instead of exploding or sending particles everywhere it just kind of went "pluh", landing like a bag of dark brown sugar and spreading out a little.

Now I use the "pluh" for all kinds of things.

I just spent a good 30 seconds looking for the remote for my radio. It was in my left hand

@Suena,

To be honest with you, I feel the same way. Most of the time, I wonder how the hell I've gotten this far in my life.

There were some moments in High School where I wondered how the hell did I do all of these hard classes without giving up...

Sure I procrastinated in some, but there was always a side to me that came out to finish things quickly.

I constantly have feelings of incompetence, Suena, but we all lack something.

As for the creeper, and you feeling like you're the creeper, I think it's natural to exhibit how you feel towards others, and sometimes you might regret saying it, but it's because you said it in the moment.

I'm sure he looked you because you were beautiful, but I'm not saying he should be following you, but I guess all young guys can think if they see a person who is beautiful is to fantasize and gaze upon their visage.....I mean, what guy wouldn't want to do that?

But yeah, some take it too far with how he was following you. I think you're beautiful, not to be a creep myself.

But don't feel too bad, I feel insecure when girls look at me weirdly as well, and sometimes I think they're just out there to try and fuck up my life. (I don't know what I mean by that, I'm being paranoid...)

I had the same case where a girl always found me in the most AWKWARD places. When I would wait for my tutor to come, she would come out of the blue and say hi to me.

When I was sitting with my Biochemistry partner on a drug project presentation we had to do, I think she thought I was going out with her, and she did an awkward "good-bye."

anyway, I'll stop before I go too crazy.

How did you get a red username, link?

He ponied up the big bucks.

Originally Posted by Suena

And this actually happens quite often. I don't know why I let it eat me up. Small regrets. You see, when I do get confident, later I regret it because I feel like I just made a complete ass of myself. Even though, that's who I am and I really can't run from it.

Ever feel like your whole life you have been mentally retarded but nobody has ever told you? All this time you thought you were normal, but you're a complete idiot? I've seriously felt this way since grade school.

Now that I think about it, I guess what really triggered this whole thing was watching Charlie Murphy last night. He was making a joke about people who live completely normal lives, seem completely normal, have a wife, have kids, have a nice house and everything, but when you hear them speak, you think, ohhhh... this guy's a retard.

Yea... he hit a soft spot because what if I'm one of those people? lol I know it sounds dumb as hell, but I'm insecure as shit and I can't put a finger on it.

*can totally relate*

As for the guy, you should probably just tell him you're engaged (married?). Then set him on fire.
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I found out how to make a cannabis tincture but I need to leave it in a crock pot for 8 hours. I'll have to pick up some supplies and tell my parents I'm working on some sort of experiment for school, and then get started when they leave for work. If they happen to come home before it's done, I can just tell them that the goop is part of my project. I'll have to throw in a bunch of mint leaves so that it'll mask the smell of the marijuana. Now all I need is some food-grade glycerine and at least 6 grams of bud (but I only have enough money for 2 D.

On the bright side, this stuff should last me long time and since I'm ingesting it instead smoking a joint, it's perfectly healthy.

I've also got to finish my report which was due a a while ago. The collapsed lung bought me some time... but I ended up wasting it since I forgot about my homework. asdfdfageggi223r

Originally Posted by greenhavoc

How did you get a red username, link?

Yeah, what melanieb said, I bought executive. =P