Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Nightmare child? :O Interesting...

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Nightmare child? :O Interesting...

Well, i can't stand children that act weird or scary... and so i was terrified :/

It's in my DJ...

The alarm that I set to wake me up for a CANWILD attempt, I didn't even hear it this time. Seems I have to extend to 15 seconds of ringing instead of 5....sigh

@edit: Aww, sorry you had to go through that zoe. =(

Damn... when I woke up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, I walked past the mirror... and I had no eyes. I went wtf, used the toilet, and then decided to do a reality check. Nose plug confirmed it was reality (couldn't breathe), and then I returned to bed.

I can't believe I accepted the nose plug RC over the fact I had no eyes. >_>

Originally Posted by Linkzelda

The alarm that I set to wake me up for a CANWILD attempt, I didn't even hear it this time. Seems I have to extend to 15 seconds of ringing instead of 5....sigh

@edit: Aww, sorry you had to go through that zoe. =(

Seriously, connect up some suround sound speakers, turn to full blast. And then use this timer for the CANWILD. You will wake up.... no chance of not. BLAST IT.

http://www.saltcube.com/timer.swf

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Damn... when I woke up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, I walked past the mirror... and I had no eyes. I went wtf, used the toilet, and then decided to do a reality check. Nose plug confirmed it was reality (couldn't breathe), and then I returned to bed.

I can't believe I accepted the nose plug RC over the fact I had no eyes. >_>

Lols Wolfwood that is hilarious. Maybe you thought you can't see your eyes because it's dark?

Edit: Okay, imma going to cry now. I have 2 more days to wait for a reply from my previous job interview and if there's no reply by Friday, that marks a new season for job hunting but I don't wanna. I really like that job.

Edits Edits:

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Well, i can't stand children that act weird or scary... and so i was terrified :/

It's in my DJ...

Freaking holy zoe. Ah that picture of the child!! ****)

Grabbed the bottom of my chair only to stick my hand in someone's dirty mouth gum. >_>

Originally Posted by Linkzelda

I used that method before, the link and everything, but it isn't loud enough for me, but I guess I'll try that if the sound I have doesn't work for a few weeks.

You know....I might have to consider finding that mini sound speaker that blasts shit up lol. Thanks for suggesting that. I just hope when I go back to that torture chamber, I mean house for vacation that it won't be too much of a nuisance for them. And this didn't happened because I failed to hear the sound, it's just that something in me decided to go crazy.

Rant:

When I failed hearing the sound on the CANWILD, I started going crazy. My mind started creating worse scenario events for some personal things, and I can see that I'm really messed up. Like really messed up to the point where I started fantasizing horrible things as paradise.

It's not because I failed the CANWILD, just something in me decided to think about these things.

I'm really messed up my head, and started holding in the rage while trying hold my teeth together to prevent myself from screaming too loud.

Also, the blonde chick who lives two doors left of me, she makes brownies. I found out because when I left my apartment, as I'm closing it, I see the guy who lives to the right of me had a sign that said,

"Come to me if you want some brownies. "sososo's name"

Are you kidding me lol. Shit, not only am I ignoring this woman, but she can make brownies. BROWNIES And I bet she makes good ones too. Man, I really do have horrible judgement of people. I thought she was just a chick who made the horrible decision to smoke her lungs out.

Sigh. I would like to get to know my apartment "buddies" more, but they all look to crooked to me, to be honest. There I go again with assumptions...

So she smokes and makes brownies..... we know what sorta brownies they are then, eh? ;p

Originally Posted by Linkzelda

I used that method before, the link and everything, but it isn't loud enough for me, but I guess I'll try that if the sound I have doesn't work for a few weeks.

You know....I might have to consider finding that mini sound speaker that blasts shit up lol. Thanks for suggesting that. I just hope when I go back to that torture chamber, I mean house for vacation that it won't be too much of a nuisance for them. And this didn't happened because I failed to hear the sound, it's just that something in me decided to go crazy.

Rant:

When I failed hearing the sound on the CANWILD, I started going crazy. My mind started creating worse scenario events for some personal things, and I can see that I'm really messed up. Like really messed up to the point where I started fantasizing horrible things as paradise.

It's not because I failed the CANWILD, just something in me decided to think about these things.

I'm really messed up my head, and started holding in the rage while trying hold my teeth together to prevent myself from screaming too loud.

Also, the blonde chick who lives two doors left of me, she makes brownies. I found out because when I left my apartment, as I'm closing it, I see the guy who lives to the right of me had a sign that said,

"Come to me if you want some brownies. "sososo's name"

Are you kidding me lol. Shit, not only am I ignoring this woman, but she can make brownies. BROWNIES And I bet she makes good ones too. Man, I really do have horrible judgement of people. I thought she was just a chick who made the horrible decision to smoke her lungs out.

Sigh. I would like to get to know my apartment "buddies" more, but they all look to crooked to me, to be honest. There I go again with assumptions...

So she smokes and makes brownies..... we know what sorta brownies they are then, eh? ;p

Is it me or is DV fked up again? When I quote someone it puts my post near their post and not at the end of the thread... >_>

And this post is two from the end.... lol wtf.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Seriously, connect up some suround sound speakers, turn to full blast. And then use this timer for the CANWILD. You will wake up.... no chance of not. BLAST IT.

http://www.saltcube.com/timer.swf

I used that method before, the link and everything, but it isn't loud enough for me, but I guess I'll try that if the sound I have doesn't work for a few weeks.

You know....I might have to consider finding that mini sound speaker that blasts shit up lol. Thanks for suggesting that. I just hope when I go back to that torture chamber, I mean house for vacation that it won't be too much of a nuisance for them. And this didn't happened because I failed to hear the sound, it's just that something in me decided to go crazy.

Rant:

When I failed hearing the sound on the CANWILD, I started going crazy. My mind started creating worse scenario events for some personal things, and I can see that I'm really messed up. Like really messed up to the point where I started fantasizing horrible things as paradise.

It's not because I failed the CANWILD, just something in me decided to think about these things.

I'm really messed up my head, and started holding in the rage while trying hold my teeth together to prevent myself from screaming too loud.

Also, the blonde chick who lives two doors left of me, she makes brownies. I found out because when I left my apartment, as I'm closing it, I see the guy who lives to the right of me had a sign that said,

"Come to me if you want some brownies. "sososo's name"

Are you kidding me lol. Shit, not only am I ignoring this woman, but she can make brownies. BROWNIES And I bet she makes good ones too. Man, I really do have horrible judgement of people. I thought she was just a chick who made the horrible decision to smoke her lungs out.

Sigh. I would like to get to know my apartment "buddies" more, but they all look to crooked to me, to be honest. There I go again with assumptions...

my mind is very deceiving. the more i look into my thoughts the less i trust my own thoughts.

it is happening more often that i would write something in my notebook or type something on the internet and as soon as i reread what i wrote or type i would feel stupid and embarrassed afterwards.

Why does my neighbour need to mow the grass right now? It's 7:27PM already.... -.-"

I can't hear anything and my head starts to hurt...

I went for a bike ride, and about 6 miles from home I saw some dark storm clouds. 5 miles from home I heard loud thunder. 4 miles from home I was caught in a downpour, and 3 miles from home I was pelted with hail. When I got home, the sun came out. -.-

I saw a video on youtube of a malaysian mother beating an 8 month old baby... Needless to say I hope she rots in hell.

I'm into an angry/depressed mood...

Just went I thought that there's a thing as an eternal lover or soulmate, it's really all just bullshit.

Like thinking this person is the one for you, if you can change your perceptions, you can go for the other chick, and feel the same way. I'm not talking about just finding a "good" woman who can satisfy my needs and me satisfying hers, I just mean it's probably easy to love anyone given the right circumstances.

It's just when I see people talk about their so called "soulmates," "twin souls," "eternal lover," it doesn't mean their future is set in stone. One of them can fuck up, and the other person can decide to let things go, live a free life until they find another "eternal lover."

It's actually soothing to take this into consideration, but it can be a pain sometimes, because the other person knows they can always find someone better, there's always the chance that they can back stab you. I'm talking about people who don't want to chain down by getting married, the people who want to be partners, but still being free.

Not free as in exploring other people, just being together, and just keeping things as it is.

Looking forward to raising a child isn't rewarding anymore. Sure, someone can say that in time, we'll find a reason to want a family again, but I don't want to raise a child that I know I can't take care of, nor have the time and devotion to consider.

I wished summer vacation would be an actual vacation, not a time to do more work.....blahblahblabhlabhldbahjlbha do this, do that, wah wah wah wah wah!

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Is it me or is DV fked up again? When I quote someone it puts my post near their post and not at the end of the thread... >_>

And this post is two from the end.... lol wtf.

When I quote someone, it appears under their post. And I feel you have travelled forward in time to quote someone's post before they even posted it in the share your dream in one sentence thread.

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Rant:



I didn't get the game tester job. They emailed me telling me despite my strong education foundation, they have found someone who has actual experience. Why the fucking hell give a fresh grad a chance and even an hour interview when all you have in mind is to hire someone who has experience. Why give me hope?

Now I sent back an email telling them I hope for a second chance, I hope my pestering works...

Originally Posted by Carrot

When I quote someone, it appears under their post. And I feel you have travelled forward in time to quote someone's post before they even posted it in the share your dream in one sentence thread.

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Rant:



I didn't get the game tester job. They emailed me telling me despite my strong education foundation, they have found someone who has actual experience. Why the fucking hell give a fresh grad a chance and even an hour interview when all you have in mind is to hire someone who has experience. Why give me hope?

Now I sent back an email telling them I hope for a second chance, I hope my pestering works...

It's always the bloody classic.... experience. The thing that you need to get a job, but that you need a job to actually get.

I'm sad to hear that Carrot

If they are nice then they'll give you that second chance... but most of the interviewers are not like that :/

England I love you but FUCK YOUR WEATHER.

Does it ever stop being terrible here? It's May ffs.

I have to start learning tomorrow finally... Like 2 (tiny chance for 3) weeks left until my exams and i didn't learn anything yet. I only need to study math and physics, but those just destroy my brain cells as soon as i look at them

I also just finished my book and have nothing else to read other than those school books :/

All the best Zoe! It's never too late to start!

Thanks ^^ It's always the hardest to start it, after that it's not that horrible....................... sometimes....