Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**Erii** · 08-19-2011 03:12 AM

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

My seemingly entire family is like that... which is one of the reasons I rarely ever speak with them. Thankfully, I live far away from everyone.

Raspberry.

I woke up sick this morning. I went to sleep at midnight, woke at 8AM and got right into the tub. I felt like puking so after my bath I went right back to bed and slept until 2PM! I still felt bad, so I went back to sleep from about 4-8.
I still feel icky but that's it, though I can't stand for a long time- I get overly hot and dizzy.

I just returned from getting groceries at Walmart. I saw a man and what seemed to be his older brother. Both were in their mid-high 50's. The older brother was sort of brisk as he rushed to his purchase and the younger was polite. I got a bad vibe from them though and went about my business and forgot about them until I was checking out. The older brother was in the next line and the younger was standing near my buggy. Then he said: "Looks like you know how to have a good time."
Seriously?!
Throughout my life, I have come to associate that sentence with "let's hook up." But furthermore, not just "hook up" but more as an invitation to buy certain "services".

My look has been called "Bohemian" and "Church Mouse". I usually dress in knee socks, sandals, a skirt that nearly reaches my ankles, a modest shirt with a vest. I wear a bandana to keep my hair back. Most of those are white.
What part of my appearance screamed prostitute?

But I just innocently brushed off his comment with a giggle and "I try", then I went back to my purchases. I avoided eye contact the rest of the time, though I parted with pleasantries.

People... I just don't get them sometimes.

that's so rude of him >;o seriously, how can people say stuff like that to random strangers? gah, i'm sorry~

**dakotahnok** · 08-19-2011 04:22 AM

Damn my life!! I have no soap at my grandmothers. So I now smell like a honey suckle! That's not manly!

**Randoman** · 08-19-2011 04:41 AM

What really piss me off ,is that peaple that are 40 can date peaple that are 18.Its the same thing as being a pedifile it just legal. I mean really how could they first meat eachother besides at a school and what is he doing at a school to began with picking up his daghter and if he dosent have a daghter WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING THERE he must be a pedifile or sex offender.When i see peaple like this i just wont to walk up to them and say,is that your daghter and if they say no i will say THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONGE WITH YOU

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 04:43 AM

daughters mothers friend picking her up >_>

**Randoman** · 08-19-2011 04:54 AM

Originally Posted by Solarflare

daughters mothers friend picking her up >_>

whats that mean

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 05:03 AM

is that isnt their daughter it could be someone picking them up

**Erii** · 08-19-2011 05:24 AM

lulz

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 05:56 AM

dont you dare lulz me!

**dakotahnok** · 08-19-2011 01:30 PM

Lulz

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 02:16 PM

D:

*caps*

**Randoman** · 08-19-2011 02:39 PM

Originally Posted by Erii

lulz

what does lulz mean

**JussiKala** · 08-19-2011 02:43 PM

Derived from the word LOL

Plural of LOL, written in a funny way

**Randoman** · 08-19-2011 06:45 PM

Originally Posted by JussiKala

Derived from the word LOL

Plural of LOL, written in a funny way

THANKS

Originally Posted by Solarflare

daughters mothers friend picking her up >_>

im talking about when they date or are looking for dates at high schools

**khh** · 08-19-2011 07:06 PM

Originally Posted by JussiKala

Plural of LOL, written in a funny way

"LOL" isn't a noun, so there can be no plural...

**JussiKala** · 08-19-2011 08:15 PM

Well. LOL is internet slang to describe amusement these days. There can be many sets of amusements. And you can condense that with making LOL plural. However, I see some faults with it too, and I am not going to start defending what the internet has made up, something that I don't even fully agree with it.

**khh** · 08-19-2011 08:18 PM

Originally Posted by JussiKala

Well. LOL is internet slang to describe amusement these days. There can be many sets of amusements. And you can condense that with making LOL plural. However, I see some faults with it too, and I am not going to start defending what the internet has made up, something that I don't even fully agree with it.

One should say OLLs then. "Out-loud laughs" :p

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 09:33 PM

Originally Posted by khh

One should say OLLs then. "Out-loud laughs" :p

no....

just no...

**Mayflow** · 08-19-2011 09:50 PM

I suppose this is a cry so fits in with the topic. My Supervisor at work was really nice and a really bright and intelligent man. Now he is gone and we think it may because of diabetes as he was really overweight. His legs got infected I guess, and they may (probably almost surely) may have to be amputated. In your dreams, if you can or will, please send him helpful thoughts? Please do not think of it as a downer, as much as just wishing well for another? I know that the Universe can hear your prayers, so pray true.

**Seroquel** · 08-19-2011 09:58 PM

Originally Posted by solarflare

no....

Just no...

OLL x

**Solarflare** · 08-19-2011 10:05 PM

Originally Posted by Seroquel

OLL x

bleh

**~~DeletePlease~~** · 08-19-2011 10:32 PM

My grandma lives with my aunt, uncle, and their kids but they've gone to Toronto for a week. I offered to spend that week with her so she doesn't get lonely and in case she needs help around the house. It's cool though cuz they have like eleventy bajillion channels and she lets me do whatever I want so I spend all day ~~fapping~~ watching tv and browsing the interwebz.

Anyway, she started feeling a little dizzy yesterday so she drank some Gatorade and laid down for a bit. She was still feeling dizzy by night time and she said she'd sleep it off. That didn't do anything to help and she still feels off but she refuses to go to the doctor. She talked to my other aunt and she said not to worry about it much, "just drink some apple juice and get some rest," she said. My aunt gets dizzy spells because of some iron deficiency or whatever so that's all it takes for her to get better but since this doesn't happen often to my grandma, it'd probably be best to visit the doctor just in case.

Anyway, she said she'd go to the doctor if she isn't feeling better tomorrow but I'll probably end up calling my Mom some time this afternoon so she drag grandmas ass to the doctor's.

**Zhaylin** · 08-20-2011 12:25 AM

:::::sending good thoughts::::: to Mayflow's boss and GavinGill's granny.

I feel okay today. I'm a bit overly hot if I do anything, and I slept again all day, and my parents are coming up from Florida at some point later tonight/early tomorrow so I'm stressing that a little... PLUS my brother, who broke into my hubby's home in search of meds several years ago will be with them and I'm worried about hubby seeing him.
*blah*
Okay... maybe I'm not doing as well as I thought lol

**OldNutter** · 08-20-2011 03:37 AM

Gah.. I hate this town. I'm so sick and tired of doing the same thing over and over and over and over again! I'm just avoiding everyone now. Gah i'm a horrible person, but Goddamn it.

**Erii** · 08-20-2011 10:43 AM

Relationships in any way are always hard, i don't want to have them but it's all i want at the same time.

**Zhaylin** · 08-20-2011 09:35 PM

My parents and brother arrived at around 10:30 last night. They didn't even come inside. They planned on coming over today to visit and to take my son to the Farm to live with his brother and to visit with my other son.
My youngest son (the one just dropped off) was persistent about going to the Farm that evening. I told him I didn't have the gas. He asked me if $20. would get him there. Sure. We didn't leave until around midnight.
I nearly hit 3 deer along the way, was nearly rear-ended by someone insisting on speeding. My headlights are dim to begin with but they seemed much worse. I checked them when we got to the Farm. One of my lights blew several months ago, so I've been using my brights all the time. Well, the bright light died too. GRRRRR.
Nearly hit a couple more deer driving back home at around 1:30.

During the day, I can drive that road at 50-60 mph. At night, however, I crawl at around 30 because of the deer. People behind me don't like that but there are few places to get off the road to let them pass. Sorry, but I'm not killing myself because they'[re in a hurry.

THEN, I ask hubby for $150. so I can buy school supplies and clothes for 2 kids and he told me the State or someone else will have to pick up the bill because he's not throwing anymore money away on useless people. Then he said they should have gotten summer jobs like he had to when he was a kid.

I thought about how to call him out on this. At first I was really angry. But verbally lashing him will just make matters worse. So I have to pull on his heart-strings and ask him when he started hating me. I know he doesn't hate me. I know he doesn't hate my kids. But something's got to give. He'll become more depressed for awhile, feeling useless and I loathe being forced into this position.
Then it hit me all the harder: My God, I married my father! My dad was the exact same way. He'd go out and buy a new car or electronics and then grieve my mom when she went out and bought clothes or groceries.

Very, very, very uncool.