Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by stormcrow

Yes I corrected her and she apologized up and down but I was completely mortified. I don't know. I don't think I'm cut out for relationships or even talking to girls. Whenever I try to talk to her I stutter and act like a buffoon but I can talk up a fucking storm to a girl I'm not attracted to, its fucking weird. I would love to just be asexual and not have to worry about stuff like that. I dont know where the gay thing came from though. I live in the south so being a vegan, atheist, liberal who rides a bike everywhere is considered pretty eccentric so maybe she assumed idk.

You're a teenager aren't you? You'll likely get better at talking, I'm sure you'll have luck finding someone eventually. You do have a nice face (ignoring the mutilation).

Originally Posted by Dianeva

You're a teenager aren't you? You'll likely get better at talking, I'm sure you'll have luck finding someone eventually. You do have a nice face.

Well not technically I just started my first semester of college so I suppose I am an adult although I don't feel like it. I'm alright at talking to girls (I am a waiter so I have pretty decent experience) but for some reason this girl just chokes me up like no other girl has previously. I dont lose sleep over not finding someone, I enjoy spending the majority of my free time alone but I am a human and the need for social interaction with the opposite sex sometimes overpowers my introversion at unexpected times. Awww thanks alot, that made me smile.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

(ignoring the mutilation).

Thanks.

I bet she likes you too

That might actually work to your advantage - tell her she's the first female you've been attracted to and you think you might go straight. She might like the challenge. Or not.

Actually what Stormcrow wrote, reminded me how many times I have been called a gay as well. Most of the times it is just because they were pissed off, but still. The funny thing is that apparently fairly attractive women expect that they can hook up with every man they so desire, or maybe they have past experiences doing so. Trying to tell them that not men always think about sex or go with every hot woman for one night stand usually results that they get angry over it. *smirk*

Last weekend was the last time that happened actually. A pretty and kind of sexy girl tried to hit me a lot during that night, but I just didn't like her or rather I was not in the mood to go with someone that night. She resorted to question my sexual orientation, which I playfully answered that I can look both ways if I so wish. Almost got myself hit with a wave of strawberry margarita. Funniest thing was that I think she hooked up with just someone to payback me, looking me over his shoulder while they danced and talked. Too bad for her that I am efficently immune to that kind of circus.

Women.

When a member of a forum who has 500+ more post than I have, yet signed up half a year after I did comes along and talks to me like I joined yesterday.

And I don't mean helpful chitchat, I mean talks to me like a freaking idiot ..LOL!!

I should be in school right now, but I've got some sort of stomach flu. I felt bad this morning but decided, "hey, suck it up or you'll fall behind."

So my dad drives me to school for twenty minutes and when we're five minutes away, I say "screw this, I feel like crap. I'm going home".

My stomach isn't settling down.

Awww poor Puffin! Y u all sick? Get better!

Puffin
Feel better soon.

So far, my day is good. No rants...

We just got a big heap of new beginners on all of our training groups. That makes me quite content. Also the it seems that word has spread since we have a lot more female practicioners now. Our techniques are especially suitable for women. Also it might have something to do with handsome coaches...

Anyways I am glad to see new faces on the dojo. Many old ones moved away for work or studying so the circle goes on.

... Are you sure you're on the right thread?

*sigh*
Stuff. And more stuff. It's annoying.

I'm bored.

I might need to run check on my STDs... maybe I should stick with condoms, but I simply don't feel anything with them on so it kind of defeats the purpose.

Blah... my son showed up today after school like he was supposed to, but I don't have money to go grocery shopping for the Farm until Thursday at midnight.

Plus. last week or so, I tried taking a bath when I was sick and half asleep and I broke the knob for the hot water. I was sick of showering, so today I finished breaking off the knob so now I can use it... but we have have almost zero water pressure. It's VERY annoying.

It's 12:19 in the morning and I "went to bed" two hours ago. But I can't sleep, and I'm supposed to get up for school at 7:00. Thank goodness this is the last year I have to suffer through sleeping schedule changes because of school. x_x

Wow!! Puffin - your avatar...

Haha. I make new avatars when I can't sleep. xD

Scary violent avatar - what's it from? (If you don't mind telling).

And...

WHY?

***EDIT***

Oh derp!! Ok, I pulled it off the page and watched it fullscreen and suddenly I recognized it. Changing it to black and white really made it look different!! I thought it was some kind of telepathic serial killer dude or something (well, ok, that's not far wrong really, is it?)

I like... different. Avatars.

Actually, Fassbender's amazing. And really cute.

I had to change it to black and white because the thing is almost 700 kB, 900 with color. x.x

I haven't had a job in seven months, I'm running out of money, and I live basically in the middle of nowhere, where my only friends are my roommate, who is always busy and annoyed with me for bugging him all the time, and his mother.

A week ago I posted on Facebook and another forum that I visit that I'm bored and if anybody else is bored enough, that they should IM me, but nobody took me up on my offer. I really miss having friends and being able to share my interests with other people, instead of having to resort to posting all my thoughts in Facebook status updates hoping someone will comment on them.

It's really powerful in B&W - looks like Film Noir or an old horror flick like Psycho or something!!

Squishdiboo, I hope you get work and maybe you get some new friends from that said work. I have been also basically unemployed ( luckily I have some weekend work ) but now I getting into interview tomorrow. Also, do you have to stay in the middle of nowhere? Unless you do there is always a chance to get a new page my moving.

Not much rambling now personally. Actually many things are looking good with the job, trainings and life in general. Only complain is that there are certain people that have for reasons yet unknown started to pestering me. Threathed to smash my head in with baseball bats, but that is quite normal in my work. Unfortunatetly, I have some information of the people I know they are associating with and that makes me a bit more careful. Let's see what happens.