Freaking bad luck this week. Biology midterm tomorrow, my bicycle's back gear chain GETS STUCK. I DECIDE NOT TO WEAR A JACKET IN THIS COLD WEATHER AND WEAR SHORTS!$! WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!? |
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Freaking bad luck this week. Biology midterm tomorrow, my bicycle's back gear chain GETS STUCK. I DECIDE NOT TO WEAR A JACKET IN THIS COLD WEATHER AND WEAR SHORTS!$! WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!? |
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I've been recovering- still exhausted. Well, except for tonight |
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ANOTHER fucking failed attempt to WILD in the afternoon. |
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I've only slept a little under 4 hours tonight... And now I'm going swimming, and then later I have... some other stuff. Gah. |
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April Ryan is my friend,
Every sorrow she can mend.
When i visit her dark realm,
Does it simply overwhelm.
Any questions about lucid dreaming? Drop me a PM here!
I have a cold (snotty nose, achey eyes, not too much energy) and yet I can't sleep. I just want to work on my reel and apply for jobs, so I can get the fuck out of here and finally HAVE A FUCKING LIFE... Which is ironic, because I've been procrastinating a lot, and only now am I really in a working streak, while I'm physically and mentally unable to. I can't wait any longer. I just can't. I want this cold to go away as soon as possible. In the meantime, there's nothing else to do with myself, nothing I want to do besides work. |
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DILDs: A Lot
Why am I so god damn pathetic? |
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There were some people at my place. We were having a great time. The girl I (not as secretly as I would like it to be) love came over and sat on my lap, reading aloud from a book. I was happy. Then she finished reading and returned to the sofa. A guy played some random youtube videos. The mood in the room sank. The girl decided to leave. Everyone decided to leave. |
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April Ryan is my friend,
Every sorrow she can mend.
When i visit her dark realm,
Does it simply overwhelm.
Saw my psychiatrist today. Can't decrease my anti-depressant dosage. No more vivid dreams for me. |
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You all have the same problem. Balls! |
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I wish my dog could like, walk up and pick shit up for me...imagine how great that'd be. |
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From my rotting body,
flowers shall grow
and I am in them
and that is eternity.
-Edvard Munch
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Good luck Dianeva as for me I'm staying up till dawn so I can see the meteor shower. My sleep schedule will be totally fucked for a couple days but what else is new. |
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The weekend is never long enough |
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Any questions about lucid dreaming? Drop me a PM here!
Going to drink in Winnipeg tonight, yay! |
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April Ryan is my friend,
Every sorrow she can mend.
When i visit her dark realm,
Does it simply overwhelm.
Had a vivid lucid dream this early morning. I made sure I got at least 5 hours of sleep. I go inside women's restroom because I figured if most dream characters that stood out were blonde females, I could meet my dream guide. |
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Welllllll..... Went to Winnipeg. Got sick. when home -.- Then wok up with no ride back to my house. Thank god I found someone, lol. |
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I feel sick and anxious |
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From my rotting body,
flowers shall grow
and I am in them
and that is eternity.
-Edvard Munch
I felt the same last night. Remembering that no matter what happens it'll all end the same helped. |
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No matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to obtain a social life |
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Last edited by Omnis Dei; 10-24-2011 at 01:48 AM.
Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
HAHAHAHA, story of my life, man.... story of my life. |
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