Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

After watching a video on Youtube that basically defined my fate after college and even after graduate school, I don't think I have a chance in the corporate world.

Last night I have really annoying dreams. It was like the same thing all night, and they were really stressful and made me feel super pissy and I felt sick. I knew something was up tho

Turns out my Aunt Flow came in town today and will be here for a few days to visit, just in time for Christmas. Convenient.

.-.

Good luck to your mom and you both Spart!

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

After watching a video on Youtube that basically defined my fate after college and even after graduate school, I don't think I have a chance in the corporate world.

What video was it?

Also, you're rant about your parents really pissed me off. lol
My mum has done the same thing, waking me up at some retarded hour to tell me some retarded thing that I couldn't give a shit about.
She once woke me up in the middle of a lucid too.... RAGED at her so much.

And yeah, these describe my parents pretty well too.











Hope you can find it in yourself to forgive them and be successful for YOU, not them.

http://www.dreamviews.com/f21/career...series-125982/

It's 3 videos talking mostly about college and health care...sad but VERY TRUE.

I will forgive them once I graduate from college.

AND LOL at the memes, so true.

I really can't deal with relationships right now after I saw those three videos. I feel like an ant now in this world. I really have to find qualities that will make me dominant. I have to find some way. L

Originally Posted by Erii

Last night I have really annoying dreams. It was like the same thing all night, and they were really stressful and made me feel super pissy and I felt sick. I knew something was up tho

Turns out my Aunt Flow came in town today and will be here for a few days to visit, just in time for Christmas. Convenient.

.-.

That's strange. I get the dream symptoms you describe from being sick, from having a hangover, and from doing something repetitive like math all day, but I've never noticed it from that.

Originally Posted by tommo

Also, you're rant about your parents

WHAT THE FUCK

Originally Posted by tommo

She once woke me up in the middle of a lucid too.... RAGED at her so much.

Omfg, I can't stand that. I was just trying to wild and was finally drifting off when my dad shut a door really loudly and woke me up completely. While in that state the anger is so strong I feel like I could kill someone.

And those memes are great, I can relate to almost all of them. Well some I can only relate to while imagining myself in my brother's place, but they're still funny.

Grammar nazi alert! Just wait until Dreamviews after dark Dianeva

I usually ignore it, I see it multiple times a day, but I was under the impression that tommo uses the words correctly.

We all slip up now and then - don't we? Or do I need to pull up a few posts you made the other night to demonstrate... ?

Originally Posted by Dianeva

WHAT THE FUCK

I just woke up, chill bro.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Omfg, I can't stand that. I was just trying to wild and was finally drifting off when my dad shut a door really loudly and woke me up completely. While in that state the anger is so strong I feel like I could kill someone.

And those memes are great, I can relate to almost all of them. Well some I can only relate to while imagining myself in my brother's place, but they're still funny.

Yeah, it seriously seems like every time I try to wild, day or night, everyone starts getting fucking noisy as shit. It's ridiculous. I can only remember one time when it didn't happen.

OldSparta and Mom. Hope she recovers quickly and that you can de-stress just as fast.

My rant is: the holiday season. Actually, though, it's only a partial rant.
I went to Walmart at the worst possible time. All I bought were (was?) 2 bottles of Cream Soda, 2 packages of Burritos and a thing of Mayo. I went to one of the 20 items or less isles and there was an adorable family in front of me. At first I only noticed the little boy and 2 older women- his grandmother and great-grandmother I assume. He was trying to blow his great grams away and she acted the part and he giggled. It was absolutely adorable. When grams set him in the buggy to pay and he tried to climb out, I noticed the fear in another woman and realized it was his mom.
So there was 4 generations in front of me. BUT each of the adults rang up their purchases separately and I'm sure they had more than 20 items.

Then I went to Subway (inside of Walmart). There was a family and 2 other people in front of me and an older woman behind me (at that time). There were only 2 people working: An older woman (40+ years old) and a younger woman (early 20's). It was painfully obvious that the newer woman was new. She kept making mistakes and the younger woman had NO patience for her. I felt the stress and embarrassment rolling off the older woman. She was struggling to remain contained. She went into the back room looking for bread and the young woman angrily told her they were not back there.
At that point, the lady behind me and I started talking amongst ourselves about how the younger needed more patience etc.

FINALLY, hubby's sub was getting fixed. The older woman had disappeared. The younger tried putting on gloves but it broke- which was the final straw. She excused herself, went to the back room and got on the phone. She was crying. When she finally came back, the lady behind me and I tried comforting her.
The holiday rush is no time to be trying to train someone.

Several more people ended up in line behind me. One was a older woman and a mentally handicapped young man. She was tired of waiting and told him they'd go to Sheetz instead. He didn't want to leave and she got really angry with him. She kept yelling at him to pull himself together and to calm down. I never noticed any bad behavior from him- she was the one making a scene.

I was gone for almost an hour and a half

Other than that, I slept all day. I took an allergy pill and I guess it knocked me out.

My father didn't take the grade thing so bad. He just asked if he's going to see better grades next time. I said "Yes." He also said he hoped I'm not spending time on Facebook or other things and putting things off. (LOL, like I'm a social butterfly or something).

Thank god that's over.

Originally Posted by Abra

I am loved by all the right people at all the wrong times.

(And only, like, two of them have faith in polyamory.)

I love you. But I suppose you know that.



...And I have faith in polyamory as much as I have faith in the Devil. A wind that eats men.

Going to try the pain anchor for a WILD when I wake up after 5 hours or so. Hope it works, I really want guidance in my dreams.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

That's strange. I get the dream symptoms you describe from being sick, from having a hangover, and from doing something repetitive like math all day, but I've never noticed it from that.
.

Hahaha I well I was having bad dreams because I was being pissy, which the bad dreams caused more pissiness, then I started my period. I was just really frustrated last night in general so i knew it was coming D;

Today I realized that everybody at work is even more disgruntled than me. Shit will hit the fan real soon.

Back home from college briefly. Tired that my friends from high school who didn't go to university are all satisfied with their lives. And here I am, in college, doing the right thing. They're satisfied being drug addicts and going nowhere and I'm dissatisfied going somewhere.


And by going somewhere I mean "going somewhere". And by that I mean being on the right track. Like, "the right track"


And I should stop drinking so much probably

Thats what mom said. told that bitch to fuck off,






It's hard being an upper class white kid breh

Gah... I slept for 11 hours yesterday. My back is killing me but I did have some awesome dreams.

I'm hung over

Originally Posted by Grod

Back home from college briefly. Tired that my friends from high school who didn't go to university are all satisfied with their lives. And here I am, in college, doing the right thing. They're satisfied being drug addicts and going nowhere and I'm dissatisfied going somewhere.


And by going somewhere I mean "going somewhere". And by that I mean being on the right track. Like, "the right track"


And I should stop drinking so much probably

Thats what mom said. told that bitch to fuck off,






It's hard being an upper class white kid breh

Exclude the friends and the alcohol and drugs, and I'm in the same predicament as you. Hope you enjoy the short break from college though!

I have to get back to mine before January 17th.

And now it's time for me to listen "Don't Be Afraid to Love" from the Metal Gear Solid 3 Soundtrack while I look deeply of some photos of EVA to get some visualization in before I attempt this pain anchor thing for a WILD.

Hope I pull this off, I know I can do it, I just have to eliminate this BS that WILD is suppose to be hard, it's not as if only a select few can do it. I've never been so motivated to do something for so long, and god damn it I'm GOING to fucking DO THIS SHIT NOW.

EVA!! I will meet you!!!!!

I hope you were successful, Link

I ended up going back to sleep from 3:30-6:30. I had an intense and scary-ish dream and my subconscious betrayed me. In certain such dreams, I always dream of an escape route- it's a thin pipe-thing that goes down through the floor into a secret room. But in this dream, I used it to trap an evil shape-shifting witch by blocking the way out of the room. It worked, at first, but then she changed shape and found a crack in the ceiling and slithered out.
WTF?! That's been MY thing since I was a young kid!! No one else has EVER used it let alone a bad guy.
I am disappointed in you Brain...

Freaking school. Hate school. Homework during holiday? What kind of holiday is that? Oh wait did I mention we need to submit an assignment during holiday too? Fucking school. I am going to do it at my own pace and Christmas is coming soon. I've got far more important things than doing a work which is not going to help me in my working life.

And grrr... Why am I forever alone?

First I admitted to myself that I am homosexual after years of struggling now I fucking realise I have depression too. And people don't fucking believe I have depression when I tell them. So I need to be insane to proof to you I'm going mad? My pal, that's too late. By then I wouldn't fucking recognise you anymore. And then there's work, work, and more work. And people are always "boasting" about how much work they completed during the holidays on facebook. Go get a life, go boast somewhere else.

And next is the part where I have to care about what everyone says. What concern is it to me anyway? Caring about people and you ended up to be the one suffering in silence. Words are at my mouth numerous times and I always ended up swallowing it. Why is it so hard to be straightforward like I used to be when I was young? What's wrong with telling a fat person that they are fat? Why can't I just ask those annoying people to shut their traps up? Why do I have to be nice? Why am I nice? Why can't I just live as a hermit? Why do I need company when I yearn for the time to be alone too? Man, I should start confessing before I go crazy?

Ah great, now I'm agitated but I couldn't think of anymore to type. This thread's great. I haven't curse in ages.

Fidel and Grace destroyed my christmas tree.

@Carrot That was great, keep typing stuff any time here if you need to.