Doesn't Bulgaria have all-night gas stations? |
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I think I overate at dinner and i feel like shit! |
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From my rotting body,
flowers shall grow
and I am in them
and that is eternity.
-Edvard Munch
Bah, this post of Erii made me realize that i forgot to take some food. Never mind, I'm having my coffee now and the world looks brighter. Ready to make mess of everything this day! |
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Last edited by sinoblak; 12-15-2011 at 06:30 AM.
I just realized your avatar is looking up at the glowing cat. |
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Fuck.... my hand hurts now lol That's seriously fucked up, trying to pull your own muscle out of your hand. |
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Last edited by tommo; 12-15-2011 at 05:55 AM.
Last edited by Darkmatters; 12-15-2011 at 06:16 AM.
Finally finished my Chemistry Online Homework. |
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That's pretty much the plan. :/ I still don't have high hopes though. I know other people who've had this happen to them from just smoking weed for long enough, but mine was pushed on by tripping way too frequently and in too high doses, and in a terrible state of mind for it, I was just trying to escape. It was all good at first but eventually I started having really negative trips, so I upped the doses even more so I'd be too far gone to even have experiences that could be called positive or negative. >_< I eventually stopped that incredibly destructive behavior, but by then whenever I smoked weed I would start tripping really hard again, and I'd be back in the terrible mindset. It took about seven or eight months of sobriety for my residual visuals to finally go away, but even after that smoking just sends me straight back to that mindset. It's obviously not the end of the world if I can't go back, I've become a much happier and healthier person since I moved out of the lifestyle, but is a pity that I can't enjoy something so awesome and harmless anymore. :/ But oh well, clearly it's a common enough occurrence. |
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Hmmmm, could try smoking some good Indica, if you can get it. Like if you're in a place with medical marijuana. It should stop the visuals. |
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If and when I try it again, that's probably what I'll do. I don't think it's worth trying right now though, I am a little prone to anxiety at the moment, I could definitely use some more time off. I don't know though. Part of me thinks I really only want to smoke it because I remember how it is when you first start, but not because I actually really have any strong desire to be high, if you know what I mean. I would actually love to trip again now that I'm in a good place in my life, but if I can't even handle a bowl of weed I don't think I'll be able to take a journey like that. |
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Last edited by Alyzarin; 12-15-2011 at 07:39 AM.
I drink a lot. |
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i need a password to view a post i made yesterday that didn't require one? |
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I finally decided to open the jar again... |
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I was going to make a meme for that, but I decided that the smiley you used was funny enough xD |
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excessive use of the meme, and unnecessary use of the thumbs up option has ruined the significance behind their meaning |
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I told my youngest boy about your story, Darkmatters and he majorly cringed as did I. Pulling on your muscle? |
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Last edited by Zhaylin; 12-15-2011 at 07:50 PM.
So, canceling out my windfall, I've discovered my new-ish roommate is a reverse-acclimater. For the past 2-3 months, he's been keeping his room 80+ degrees with an electric space heater. Something should have clicked from the fact that he's never wearing more than a wife beater around the house. I include utilities in his rent, and didn't catch it until now, so I'm kind of back and forth on whether to ask him to kick in extra on the bills. I figured from the start that I'd come out ahead in some months and behind in others. |
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If you have a sense of caring for others, you will manifest a kind of inner strength in spite of your own difficulties and problems. With this strength, your own problems will seem less significant and bothersome to you. By going beyond your own problems and taking care of others, you gain inner strength, self-confidence, courage, and a greater sense of calm.Dalai Lama
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