Thread: "Im not real"

Man its been too long for me since Ive had a full on 100% lucidity lucid dream. I started walking outside of some school i had never been too. Probably some formation of all the schools Ive attended in the past. I repeatedly said to myself "ok ok just slow down" Every time i start rushing into things the dreams fade and i wake up. I started running over to this school while looking at my hands. My left hand is really screwed up. I had around 7 fingers but 2 of them were fused together. I stopped and started rubbing my hands together, a technique i use to stabilize my dreams. After a second my hands were normal and i was completely intact with my dream body. I proceeded into this unknown school. I entered into empty hallways, I headed over to the first stair case i saw. 8 steps, i wanted to jump from the bottom to the top. I tried this first without changing my mindset, and i only jumped like i would in reality. So i tried again after saying out loud "There is no spoon" And very easily i jumped/floated to the top of the stairs. Once up there it was merely another empty hallway with double doors at the end that had glowing light surrounding it. Bored from the fact i was in a dull place with no one around. I ran as fast i could towards those double doors and kicked and flew through the doors like some weird kung fu movie. This is where my dream characters or.."projections" started showing up everywhere. I walked over to a group of highschool looking girls and the second i got over there, they all started to cry and walk away. As if seeing me was the worst thing in the world. This really interested me, i followed them. Well just one of them that i found most attractive. I caught up to her and i said "why are you crying" I'm never going to forget what she told me. She told me "Because I'm not real" My jaw dropped but i immediately snapped out of it and said "yes that's true, you are merely a projection of my subconscious. But you are real, who cares if its not in the traditional sense". Her emotional state changed completely and she was just staring into my eyes. Then i did what i KNEW i should not have done. I went to kiss her and boom the dream starts fading to black. By the time i pull away to try to stabilize with my hands it was too late. There was too much blackness in the dream environment.

From now on i really plan to be staying away from any sexual activity in my LDs because it always fades the dream world away.