I've had alot of strange things happen in my LDs. When I was little I started to LD because of my resolve to destroy the evil in my nightmares. I used to have ones where I hid.. then one night, I decided I would start to make fun of what was in my dreams.. and I did, it worked VERY well for LDing too, as I would transfer outta the nightmare, and into a nice LD. For a long time, i would do this. Then the nightmares stopped.. and so did my LDs. My dream recall went on decline in the years following.
I came to these forums... i don't know what made me want to dream again, all I know is i wanted my LDs. Soon after my recall picked up. I had become a very different person in my LDs. The "nightmares" i now had were situations that brought on intense anxiety. They started small, I would have a dream about going to school with a huge ass knife on me. Anxious i would not want to get caught as I could get into trouble. My mind played out every remote situation that would turn out being nervewracking. I had one where I killed a person in self-defense, then I had to cover it up and make it seem like I did not do it. So i went around, I killed a witness I was so scared, then a few people found me out. My girlfriend called me a monster, and the cops wouldn't stop interrogating me. Other dreams would have those close to me die and leave intense sadness... I would wake up and just be happy things were not as they were in the dreams.
This does not go without saying that I still did have good dreams, ones that would involve me getting something I wanted, or doing something fun.
Well.. recently, things have taken a VERY perplexing turn. The other night I had a dream where one of my best friends got possessed by an intense evil.. he was still there, but looked feverish, and he told me I had to stay away. A couple times he lost control and lashed out at me. So he left, and the rest of the dream was me, by myself. It started out good.. then I felt evil in some places, just a presence..
Eventually, it overwhelmed me, and the scariest thing happened to me EVER. I am used to becomming paralysed by nightmares and stuff, but this was far worse. This "presense", it began to control me, I would hear voices in my head in the dream, my body would not obey and did its own thing... then I started to speak, but.. i wasn't speaking, the being was controlling my speech. I was horrified. I woke up, and was sleep paralysed.. so i kept cycleing in and out of this dream. Even out of the dream I STILL felt as If i was being controlled.
I almost had a nervous breakdown.. the whole day I was a wreck.. I would zone out.. start to shake, I made up the excuse I just felt a little feverish, but it was horrible... really... really.. horrible.
On about the same strangeness level, theres a dude who appears in my dreams from time to time.. who can control them more then I can.. I'm not afraid of him, i've even tried to kill him, but he's annoying because, he randomly appears.. and tells my I can or cannot do crap in my dreams.
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