Figuring Out My Sexuality

**Misguided** · 10-11-2010 01:19 AM

Last night I had a very intense dream. It's a bit sexual, so if you don't want to read about that stuff, I advise you not too.

For the past few weeks I've been dating someone that can arouse me just by talking to me sexually. (His Irish accent helps a lot with this). I don't think I should be sleeping with him just yet, but I really do want to, and I really have to contain myself. I know he wants too.. lol -_-

Anyways, last night I had a dream that we were doing it, and all of a sudden I realized I was in a mall; that's when I started to know this wasn't real. And I stopped, and I started to know I was dreaming. I walked around seeing different people, and I was definitely still aroused. I then thought "I need to make use of this lucid dream", so I then saw my friend that's bi-sexual, and all of a sudden we were literally having sex, but we were on a bed, not the mall anymore. I liked it.

I always thought some girls were really hot, and pretty, but I could have never imagined sex with another woman. So it was different for me, and scary.. But I actually liked it all, so I think this might mean I really am bi-sexual..

Anyways, the funny part of this story was, I was thinking "Don't scream, whatever you do, just don't scream", I was thinking this in my dream because I talk in my sleep, so I was very afraid my roommate would hear me yell, if dreams worked that way. lol

**Hukif** · 10-11-2010 01:32 AM

lol yelling would have been, awkward.
Anyway, many people have that kind of dreams, don't know if that could be used as a sign, it all depends on what you think.

**saltyseedog** · 10-11-2010 03:11 AM

If you want to have sex why limit yourself? sex is awsome

**Misguided** · 10-11-2010 03:20 AM

I just don't feel like I'm ready yet. And it's funny to see him try so hard to get me into bed. But I like that he respects me, it won't be long though I'm sure