Thread: My Dream Guide is Angry

Hi! I thought I'd create an account and tell you about the dream I had last night because it really freaked me out and I'm kinda worried.

Last night I had a LD and for some reason I remembered reading about "Dream Guides"; that they could help me and tell me stuff, etc. So I called him/her by shouting "Dream Guide, I need you to come". But nothing happened. I started getting frustrated so I thought I would just go visit him myself. "he must live somewhere..." I thought to myself.
I walked to some kind of village (It was like medieval for some reason), and I found a farmer and asked him where my dream guide was.
The farmer said "I can't tell you" so I grabbed him by the shirt and said "You know that I am the creator of this dream. I can destroy you and your family if I wanted to, so tell me where my DG is now!" At this point everything started going blurry and weird but it stabilized soon enough. The farmer got scared and told me that there were rumors about the DG beside the forest outside the village, but said "Don't go looking for him!". Obviously I didn't listen to him because I was lucid and didn't care what could happen.

I walked there and I found an extremely old well. The moment I saw it I knew I shouldn't be there. I walked to it, and threw myself inside (Suicidal, I know). needless to say the fall felt like a million years. Now looking back it reminds me a bit of Alice in Wonderland.
Anyway, when I reached the bottom, I started feeling VERY strange. Like scared or agitated (even though I was still lucid.) I stood up and everything was pitch black. Suddenly I saw a dim light and walked to it, and then I found a silhouette. It was a woman dressed in black, and she had her eyes covered with a blindfold, and in one hand she was carrying some kind of notebook, some words written in like red ink, or blood, idk.
She turned and looked at me, and at that very moment I felt like I was burning. Everything became blurry again and it felt kinda like I was being ripped in half or something. She was furious, I could tell. She said something in another language. I had never heard that language, but I still could understand it.
She said "You shouldn't be here!" Like incredibly mad, furious. At that very moment the feeling that I was in a nightmare intensified tenfold and I was literally terrified, scared for my life, I don't know why. The moment she said those words I woke up.

I have several questions:
- I'm almost certain that woman was my dream guide, I could feel it. But she was so young, and...sad, idk. She felt familiar. I'm a guy, so why was she a woman?, and aren't DG supposed to be old, or wise, or at least nice?
- I'm scared of looking for her again, I woke up literally trembling, I am genuinely scared of her now. Is it dangerous if I try to find her again? Can she damage my mind or something?
- I feel like at some point I may have lost Lucidity. I mean, when I reached that pitch black place, I felt like I didn't have control over anything. Absolutely powerless. I am certain I still knew I was dreaming, I knew it was my mind, but the feeling of having some kind of control was gone.
Was I dreaming that I was lucid? Or is it possible to enter a realm beyond our control within dreams? I'm afraid I might have stepped into somewhere forbidden inside my mind. I know it sound crazy, but that's honestly how I felt. And I'm quite an sceptic lad.

Thought? Suggestion anyone? Sorry for the long post.