This morning I woke up at 5:00 in the morning to WBTB and try to WILD. After half an hour I hit SP, and this time I LOVED it, I didn't get any HI's, but I got a really intense HS, I could hear a song I have on my ipod, and it sounded so real, lyrics were exactly right and everything. My body felt so light and I felt dragged towards the music. My body was spinning around and it was such a comfortable, peaceful feeling. So anyways then I'm lying in bed and do a reality check, negative, I'm dreaming!! I stand up but the dream is all dark and messy. I try to put some brightness, but didn't work too well, just a little bit. My dream body is REALLY hard to control, I'm stumbling over and over, and it feels like I'm drunk (I can't stand straight) everything is spinning around and I try over and over to stabilize it but can't. Had a couple of false awakenings but it was always the same.
Finally woke up, and about 15 minutes later WILDed again (this time I heard Imma Be - Black Eyed Peas- during SP) But again, same problem as before. Then I finally managed to stabilize the dream (about 5 minutes into the dream), and had a FA, and had to go through the same process.
Woke up, DEILDed back into the dream, SAME PROBLEM.
What is wrong with me ??
Why did that happen?
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