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26.02.2014

Becoming a guardian angel (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in an abandoned house, searching for something paranormal.
At some point I walked through the hallways when suddenly all nearby doors closed themselves. "Ha! I knew it!" I shouted out.
Then I heard something behind me, ran down the hallway and entered a room. A small girl was sitting on the floor playing with toys. She saw me and looked at me, surprised but not afraid. It turned out, that no one could see me except for her. I somehow was travelling back in time and only visible to her like a ghost. I knew I was chosen to watch over her and secure her in her life.

All of that was part of some kind of enlightment and I seemed to have found the answer to a really big question. Unfortunately I forgot what it was about.

25.02.2014

Molding Bread (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I made myself 3 open faced sandwiches (I guess that's what Americans would call it) for breakfast using bread from 2 different loafs. I grabbed one of the sandwiches to start eating it, when I noticed blue/greenish mold on it. I threw it away, disgusted.
For the other 2 sandwiches I had used different bread, so I figured they should be still good. I grabbed one of them to eat them but noticed that my fingertips had mold on them from holding the other one before. It was like powder and it was now all over the fresh bread. I was disgusted and angry and threw at all in the trash.

24.02.2014

Anger and Disappointment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wasn't sure wether to post this or not. In fact I wasn't even sure whether to write it down in my personal DreamJournal or not...

(The dream had a bunch of other sequences before this, but I don't remember them)
I went outside, climbed on some building with a ladder to examine something and found my father and some other guy probably the same age as me hanging from that same building. I guess they were climbing around. I know they were hanging there intentionally.
My father said something and I suddenly was filled with rage shouting at him and eventually hit his hands so he fell down.
I left, still having a very aggressive argument with him.

I entered a room that looked like the living room from the apartment I grew up in. A bunch of people were there minding their own business. I was angry and sad and sat down on a couch.
Then my father arrived. He was holding something in his hand, which I knew was something extremely expensive. Appearently he got this for me and planned on giving it to me later as a surprise present.
While he walked towards me and put the thing onto the table next to me he calmly said: "You know, it's been pretty expensive since you live here." And then "Congratulations for being born...".
I felt the disappointment in his voice and started crying. I woke up crying and couldn't stop until several minutes later.

I seldom experienced so much emotions in a dream. Enough to transfer to the waking life...
Yes, I have a rather bad relationship to my father and we had a lot of horrible fights. And yes I'm currently living with my parents and I know I'm kind of a burden. That's probably why it hit me so hard.
What I didn't know at the thime (I actually just found out about it minutes before I wrote this down) my father actually bought something expensive as a surprise present for me I wasn't supposed to know about yet... WTF.
This was probably the most depressing dream I ever had. Fuck, I hate this dream so much.

24.02.2014

Driving on rooftops (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving my car on top of narrow rooftops. My mother and sister were in the car too, and I guess we were searching for a parking spot.
At some point we got out and tried to climb over some kind of antenna onto another building.

23.02.2014

Antarctic Machinery (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was on a camp in Antarctica and they showed me how everything worked. There were 3 guys working huge machinery in 2 rooms which were on top of each other. The rooms were built in a mountain; the first floor was missing a wall and the second floor didn't have a ceiling.
The guys explained to me what they were doing. They had to do something on the first floor (Forgot what) and then had to climb up some kind of ladder to get to the upper floor where they had to push some buttons or pull levers, not sure what. Then got down again and repeat the whole thing.
After they showed it to me I tried it myself. It was pretty damn simple. To climb they had pillars full of open latex suits around them. You just had to jump against them and you were instantly kinda wearing one of those latex suits that were attached to the pillar and could easily climb up.
They also had a bunch of these pillars in a row leading outside the 2 rooms, which were probably used as lookout posts.
A woman with black hair, red parka and freckles was there too. She tried out the lookout posts pillars. Instead of jumping from pillar to pillar thow, she immediately jumped to the furthest away one she could reach. The workers didn't like that and told her to be more careful.

(That woman was the main protagonist from the graphic novel "White Out" I'm reading right now and I actually read a few sites of before sleeping.)