you are. I did say light can only exist if there is darkness, which means darkness can only exist if there is light. they both had to exist at the exact same time. they are both absolutely necassary for anything to exist.
I believe in the necessity of both of these, of both selfishness (darkness) and selflessness (light). a perfectly equal amount. that means taking care of others but not forgetting to take care of myself in the process. if I hurt, it will hurt someone who loves me, so I must not hurt. I must look after my own well-being as well as the well being of others.
think about this:
if selfishness were the first thing to ever exist, and that is all there was at first, nothing could ever be. this is because the thing would be completely selfish and introverted, and could not acknowledge anything else. it would be the only one thing that existed and therefore nothingness itself.
if selflessness were the first thing to exist, it would acknowledge an other, in order to do that it must also be aware of itself. this means that selflessness includes selfishness! in order to be TRULY selfless, you must be 50% selfish, because if you suffer the other also suffers.
if there were only 100% selflessness, it would forget about itself when acknowledging others, which would lead to it's destruction.
in conclusion: 50% selfishness and 50% selflessness is not only ideal but necessary for all of existence. 100% of either is destructive, counter-productive, ultimately ending in absolute nothingness.
check out my illustrations in the my last post in this thread: http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...t=31985&page=6
and this isn't something I just made up, it's not something I just thought up after smoking a lot of weed or something. it's just an understanding I slowly came to, it makes perfect since. and it works, I know it works because I've applied it to my life and used it to help not only myself but others. I don't suffer anymore. I'm very happy, as happy as any human can possibly be. I used to be a very pathetic and needy individual, now all of my energy goes to taking care of and helping others (and also myself). and I have to help others, I have to make them aware too so I can continue to exist, so they can exist and continue to exist, because that's what existence IS, awareness. I know good and well that I could be wrong, but so far no one has given me any reasonable evidence that proves it all wrong. it has helped me and others, why stop?
also, everything leads to this! every true religion at it's core, and I say true religion as opposed to fake religions that are a bunch of shit made up and pushed on people to get their money (like maybe the mormons or scientology? I don't know enough about either to say that, but that's based on what I have heard about those two "religions") even science teaches this. actually it is probably more scientific than anything, but all religions at their core LEAD to this understanding as well. science teaches survival, by taking care of yourself and others. christianity teaches love, which is selflessness, but (on the surface) it leans too far on selflessness if you ask me. satanism teaches hate, which is selfishness, which is indeed necessary, but I think at it's core it teaches true love. true love as in true selflessness, which is an equal amount of both. (if you read the satanic bible, there are passages that explain how to live where you are happy but do not harm others.) it just leans too much on selfishness, on the surface.
so those satanists you speak of are not true satanists, but rather misguided people who only think they are satanists. they're satanists based on what it appears to be on the surface, not what it truly is. logic tells us that pure selfishness and disregard for others is destructive. why would anyone embrace it?
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