k, well I'm drunk enough to post this so i WILL:
VK, I had a bit of a crush on you (is that a crime?). And I let my imagination run wild. BUT, AT NO MOMENT WHATSOEVER, was I EVER aware that I had harassed you in ANY way. I'm pretty sure i never threatened stalked, or basically did anything illegal in the law books. If I did anything of the sort I deeply apologize. And you may charge me in a court of law, if you can find one single that law I broke.
BUT, you try making a fool of yourself horribly, in front of somebody you absolutely adore. And then for six months after, have them torture you night after night after night, in your dreams, normal or lucid.
oh yeah, the book you returned... A week after i got it I burned it! full rage and all. But, after then I was completely over it. (and it didn't occur to me why it happened that way, until last night while watching a movie about Aleister Crowley where there was a line that went something like "if somebody owns something of yours... they have power over you") It was nothing personal... it had to be done.
I'm not one to save the best last so now I'm going to say the worst. Sending your minion after me. Bad move, I got the most painful end of the spectrum(i think), but at least I had the decency to leave you alone. fair is fair, so Please tell your minion the truth, before he aches on about how real he thinks what you said was, and kills me in my late forties for the sake of his revenge on something that never happened in the first place.
well, actually. there was that one time, when i sent someone who knows me in real life, to message you, (although she really fucked it up). I'm sorry about that, i know it probably added +10 to your image of me in your mind thinking i'm a creep.) *shrug*.
So there! it's my confession, piss off's, and deepest apologies. all coming from the bottom fo my heart. Someone once said that. "whatever business you don't finish in this life, you're gonna have to settle in the next one." Now... I'm not big on re-incarnation, but ya know... JUST IN CASE
HOLY CRAP! i just read of what i wrote so far. That was like taking a time machine way back. Haven't thought about that in a year or so....
Jeff777 first you were a friend. Then you were a bit of a bully, then you made a thread about joining the masons. and now you changed your sig and avatar to something Grey an generic, and also 'I" don't exist according to you. so... I PROMISE! When I join the masons, I won't be as big a prick as you.
Twoshadows... you picked than name 'cause you like the sound of it? Jokin. Seriously tho, you were there right after the weird mind fuck of situation where it turned out i was the biggest idiot of em all.
But you were a friend, a support system, and you had the wisdom, to put me in my rightful place. And you did it in the nicest way possible. (i'm not being sarcastic i really mean this.) I'm grateful, needless to say, that you were there right on time. I only hope that i can pass the same favor onto someone someday, and somewhere.
Well it it's 4 AM and i gotta pee! more drunken confessions to DV members next weekend when i'm pissed again.
Ja!
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