The next stage lasted about 30 minutes, but I don't have any benchmarks because my eyes were closed up until the end.
Just to be sure, eyes are suppose to stay closed.
1. I was just laying there counting and stuff when the first wave? if you call washed over my body. It almost felt like a tingling sensation.
I used to feel these waves quite strongly, now not so strong, or not at all.
2. I kept on counting when I started to feel myself drift. I let the drift continue, but kept myself awake. This is when a stronger pulse/wave went through my body. This pulse made my body go numb slightly. It also brought what I am assuming is HI as the black in my eyes turned white and made weird, swirly patterns.
I used to get the "lights on" behind my closed eyelids, as if someone put the lights on behind a plexi-glass. It's a good sign, but I don't get it anymore. The swirly patterns are a beginning of HH (HI). They will later evolve into objects and those into scenes and movies. Once you see a movie covering up your whole field of view, that's the dream and you can either wait for it to envelop you (this has not worked for me) or you can enter it by wishing/seeing yourself on the ground in the scene.
3. After counting and doing a thought exercise(making a red ball bounce up and down in front of a white background), a third pulse, the strongest one, washed over me. This pulse carried vibrations so I knew I was getting close.
Good for you, I can't make a ball bounce. If I may, I would suggest you try without interacting with the HH at least until you get some more WILDs. Just to see, how it goes this way. HH should be observed passively, but later you can try and change them.
4. Now I felt a sort of shift within my mind. I can't explain it, but when I feel this shift, it's pretty much the last stage before I get to the dream stage. I "pulled it out" and then that's when things got crazy. The vibrations got strong, I felt paralysis along my body (but not SP-this feeling was different), and I could open my eyes to see my room has taken on a purple hue.
I also get this shift just before I fall asleep. It's like my brain moves a few inches to the left, while being tickled. And there is come kind of a electrical hum associated with it. Silly, but that's the best I can describe it.
If you not paralyzed, it's not SP. Just being relaxed and body may feel heavy, as we observe it falling asleep. When you opened your eyes, I would bet, that those were already your dream eyes and you were already in WILD. When I notice that suddenly I see my room, it's in green hue. Like looking through a green bottle. Same, BTW, as when I had those two SPs.
So at this point, when you see your room, your dream/astral body is already separated and you can get up. Remember this post next time and tell yourself, that that's how it's done, people are not paralyzed at that point and if they can do it, so can you. Have confidence and get up.
5. Instead of waiting for the feeling to go away (didn't know I wasn't supposed to do that), I decided to try get up from underneath my covers. I managed to raise my arms and move my feet a little (note: it felt like my cover didn't exist-my arms were moving through the air with no resistance) and I tried to move my torso/head, but unfortunately that part of my body retained the paralysis.
If you already see your room, no need to wait. I did hear that sometimes when OBE, you get stuck on some part of your body. Never happend to me. Have a mantra or think about it a lot, that you will not get stuck, there is no reason why should you.
But you can also try to will yourself up. Instead of moving your body, just think "now! I'm out of body", or "to the window, door....". I just used to say "up"! Not wishing it, but knowing that you will do it.
So it was an excellent try. You did get a WILD or OBE, just didn't go to explore from there. No problem, next attempt will be better.
Sometimes it's very hard to realize the transition had already happen. That's when you have to do a leap of faith and try a motionless RC to see if you there. Happy dreams
PS: all sensations and HH described here are not exactly what someone else may experience. So please don't feel bad, if you don't get them, or not all of them, or you get something different. Each time is different for me too, so can't really rely on them as a milestone or some other indicator.
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