I'm having an odd problem... I try wilding at least once a night. It never works. I relax, last night relaxed so fully I felt like I was in a trance. Music helps me with this.
I've noticed that abstaining from sexual activity makes me more likely to have sexual dreams, which I should be able to use as a dream sign..
But for wilding, it just doesn't work. Last night I had the second nightmare in a week, and I almost never had nightmares as a previous LD natural. I had one a few days ago and was excited as it's a ticket to dilds and deilds for me, as they end with someone screaming every time, and my heartbeat thuds in my ears. I immediately realise I'm dreaming and wake up. So last night I tried to deild.. with horrifying results.
My arm moved itself across my chest, and kept moving, preventing me from deilding. I heard my subconscious speak in the familiar demonic voice, and regained control of my body, at the cost of my relaxed state.
My subconscious alternates between a mocking, albeit cheerful friendliness and pure evil, it seems...