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    Fear And Control

    by , 01-03-2017 at 06:51 PM (431 Views)
    If I felt Like it

    I was in a room drawing with my brother sitting next to me. What I created was a monster that looked like a mutant crocodile. My brother flipped the monster after it came out of the paper and I asked if I put the nose in the right spot. He told me if I felt it was a just reason to go with it but that if I put it there he wouldn't be able to breathe. I than changed the monster again and asked him. He repeated that if I felt it was a just reason.

    Control Through Fear

    I was walking on a street holding a long black bazooka than turned around to look at my mom. "Why am I holding this bazooka?" I thought, fearing that the worst had yet to come. Suddenly as I was walking,what looked like bowling bowls shot out of the gun and some rose into the air. I panicked while holding it and ran to the other side of the street telling people to be careful.But just as I fell onto the ground I thought they were bombs and that I wouldn't be able to save the kids playing on the street. However, the dc began playing with the balls and as I looked to one in the sky it formed to a soccer ball. A girl helped me up after that and asked if I wanted to play volleyball with them and a group of old actors from Disney. I said sure and followed them to what looked like a wave pool set up as a volleyball court.
    The wave pool sparked some lucidity in me when it reminded me of wolf lodge water park but i was still not fully lucid.After getting in the water I splashed a bit, feeling the wave on my legs than started thinking about sharks. I thought that if I thought there would be a shark there would be one but it was more likely because sharks populate florida water even though I don't live in Florida. I ended up running to than jumping on a talking floating orange air boat out of fear. He seemed like he was about to play though so I jumped onto the sand until I walked and ended up randomly in a dirty public bathroom in a building.

    I was unable to get out because the exit was blocked by Urine and parts from a toilet but I could see a small opening in which I wouldn't mind crawling through so I pushed a part away and forced myself out. I ended up outside near the roof of the building. It was night and there was a character that reminded me of the show " Star and The Forces of Evil" even though I don't watch it. I made the peace out sign to her than leaped off the roof and back to the place I was before. However, the wave pool was gone and a strange couple and their son walked up to me and pulled me into a corner. I had a feeling they were demons even though that is highly unlikely. They showed me a plate and asked me if I hid anything under the plates.
    I said yeah, that I hid stuff all the time under the plates. (I don't though. It just proved that I was not lucid enough) They than showed me to a counter where they wanted me to do a task for them that involved setting up cups first. I shook my head and walked behind the son and father, holding onto their shirts. They looked at me snickering than the father pulled out a table with a blade hesitant to hit me with it.


    The dream than shifted and I was now in a anime rpg style where the boy was showing me his decaying garden that he had locked up inside his house. (I felt more lucid here and remember looking at the ground and taking note that the ground was pink with green grass and the house was pink and reddish pink. The boy had a light blue robe with white hair and a slight purple tint to him.)He said that the plant's hearts belonged to him as they cried out that they were in need of something. I didn't let it bother me though and went outside with him. It was raining in the rpg world and before stepping back in the boy paused and said that it rained like that because of his sorrow and that not even the plate could stop his tears. I thought about it and told him that I would be the plate that holds all his tears in. He acknowledged my kindness and than I turned into a white cat in a basket while he turned into a white bunny and kissed me. A text saying 5 points than came out. I assumed it was 5/10 compatibility.

    Blood

    I was in a classroom but stepped out to use the bathroom but when I arrived in the bathroom it was dirty and I could see blood in the sink.
    I became lucid but still felt a bit scared by the sight of the bloody sink. Once I entered the classroom I said goodbye and took off flying after going through the walls. A girl ended up following me with a knife in her hand though. I kicked than grabbed her as we flew thinking if I could somehow do a DHL mission with the girl but nothing came to mind.After landing on a high platform I saw a few interesting dcs but I forgot what we did. I think I fought with them for fun and lost lucidity but I can't recall.

    Notes: I've noticed that my actions and reasoning can easily be manipulated through fear in dreams. I plan on trying to get it under control so it does not.

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    Updated 01-03-2017 at 06:56 PM by 67570

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    lucid , non-lucid , memorable

    Comments

    1. JadeGreen's Avatar
      One thing I've always been curious about is your subconscious' obsession with white hair. It crops up here, and of course, with Dawn in a lot of your dreams, and Dawn really seems to be your significant dream guide. Have you ever considered what it symbolizes and why you might dream of it.

      (One very interesting thing, when I had my lucid dreams as a kid, Dream-me used to have short white hair. But when I started my modern lucid dreaming career, it always came up black or brown.)

      In fact, that makes me wonder. We both have very significant presences in the form of recurrent dream characters/guides, how do the structures of these character casts differ? I honestly don't know too much about your guides' personalities or histories, but I always figured Dawn was the quiet, polite, protective, and your most significant guide. Eye always seemed like the prankster, but he was still one to care about you, even if him being around meant you were kept on your toes. And Kiro always seemed like the genuine, though maybe a little childlike and not as matured as the others - guide who you sometimes talked with. (I got about half of that from your comic; I know great art takes time but when are you gonna release the next chapter)

      Though maybe nailing down the characterization of dream characters can be a little difficult. I honestly couldn't perfectly characterize my own DCs and I've been seeing them most of my life. Granted my genuine lucid interaction is often very limited. But that's beside the point, what I guess I'm asking in its most basic form is: do your dream guides play specific roles or hold special symbolism?

      Notes: I've noticed that my actions and reasoning can easily be manipulated through fear in dreams. I plan on trying to get it under control so it does not.
      Emotions in general can have a very powerful influence on the status of a dreamworld.

      Does it ever seem to you that once an emotion has taken hold in a dream it begins to snowball until it goes out of control. (You're having a happy dream and it just keeps getting better and better until you wake up ecstatic, or your having a nightmare and it just becomes more and more frightening.)
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    2. DawnEye11's Avatar
      Hmmm......I honestly don't know. There have been significant animals in my life with white fur or feathers. But than again it could be that my dream mind took it from his white hair or that white symbolizes something innocent and pure. It could also be something as random seeing snow. I have no clue. ^^"

      That's cool. My dream hardly changes my hair color unless i change it,things turn anime or something like that.

      I can see ways our characters are similar and different. But it might also be because how we view them
      Um...I think you understand my characters for the most part but Kiro is not that childish even though he has a carefree side to him. He is actually the one that keeps things under control when Dawn and Eye lose it. XD Sorry. I'am aware of the comic and ill get to it when I feel inspiration or an idea blossom.

      My dream characters roles can change depending on what they choose to do. It use to be guarding or assisting me but they don't want to now for the most part. Maybe because of my lucid hiatus. I don't know. Sometimes they can symbolize something but it depends on the dream.

      Yep, that's true. That emotion thing has happened to me plenty of times but its good when its positive or when you overcome that spiraling fear. ^w^

      Thanks for taking the time to comment. I enjoy thinking deeper about certain things. Its interesting what you can learn about yourself from it too.
      Updated 01-04-2017 at 05:30 PM by DawnEye11