I was very sleepy earlier, so some time after 7PM, I put on my noise canceling headphones and loaded up "dream" binaural beats by Mind Machine on my iPod and I had a lucid dream aand accomplished part of the Task of the Month here at DV.
I am SO proud of myself!
After the lucidity disolved, I re-entered the dream I was having before becoming lucid. I was semi-lucid for awhile. I thought the second task was to have a wet dream rofl. I told myself that was wrong, it was something else, and that's when I completely lost lucidity.
I had a very intense sex dream (but no "wet dream").
Then I dreamed that 3 of my kids were returned to me at the modular. They were just dropped off as if nothing had happened. They went to bed and woke up angry at me for allowing them to oversleep. The clock on the stove said it was 7AM but when I looked back it said "4 AM" and I breathed a sigh of relief. I became frustrated with them and told them to not be mad at me. I wasn't expecting them to show up here. And I had a lot of preparations to make. They couldn't take a bus to a school in Charleston, so I had to sign them up for school locally. One of my kids asked for $40. and I told them I hadn't a dollar to my name. I didn't even have money to buy groceries until Monday. (In the dream it was Friday).
Then one of my kids went to a circular computer/television bank in the center of a room.
My daughters walked by me, much smaller than they are in RL and both of them had their hair in pigtails toward the top of their head. I told them I liked it, but I then told Destinee her's were a little lopsided. She just giggled and I knew she did it on purpose to stand out. Both had their hair cut shorter.
My oldest son was still a little mad at me because I hadn't even done the laundry and he had nothing to wear. Again, I reminded him that I didn't know they were coming. Then I asked him what was wrong with what he had on. It was clean. He then sat down and complained about his hair. It had been cut very short and part of it was dyed a faint red. I told him I liked it.
Then I went outside to go to hubby's house to ask him for grocery money early. But I noticed his shed was out front near the road. I went to investigate and there was hubby, sitting in front of the door to it. I was startled and told him to "watch out!" as the door swung open. I walked over to look, and there was his friend Scott. It turned out not to be the inside of the shed but the inside of the car trailer he has parked at the Farm, with a bed in the center, but there were boxes everywhere, and from where the bed was, Scott started coming out, carrying a beer. He had been sleeping in it. And hubby knew. Then we walked over to a tree near the mailbox and from cracks and crevices Scott removed a lot of money and paperwork. Some of it had blown onto the ground and hubby reminded Scott he had told him to find a better hiding place for it. I saw a dollar on the ground and went to get it for him, but it was only a mud clump. Then I saw the real dollar and got it.
I told hubby about the recent development with the kids and he gave me my money early. I told him, we couldn't take the trip we had planned (there is no trip in RL) and he was okay with it. Scott was going with him instead.
I wanted to tell hubby about the amazing lucid dream and then sex dream I had lol but I couldn't pull him away.
Then the dream changed and I was a male super hero. This was brought about from reading the Omega thread but my dream added it's own twist. A group of people had been attacked. One woman in particular was elderly. Her home/office/high rise had been almost completely destroyed. I was a "Watcher" for the Activists/Pacifists. As the woman walked past, surveying the destruction I melded out of the wall and grabbed her. She was about to be killed by an evil Watcher in hiding, but she didn't know that and she didn't know my organization existed.
I jumped off the side of a hole in the floor that went down several stories. I told her not to worry, I was there to protect her and I could fly. But as we decended, I kept reaching out and touching a bar that was on the side of the hole (sort of like one sees in an elevator shaft). She asked, if I could fly, why did I keep grabbing the bar. I told her it was for a more controlled decent
Oh yeah, in the dream with my kids... before they had been dropped off, I heard meowing at the door to the RV. I opened it up and Icabah seemed to carry in another cat. I was a little mad at her for rushing in because animals are not allowed in the RV, but I asked her what she brought me. I asked if it was a kitten or a boyfriend. It was dark in the RV because I had been sleeping when her cries woke me up and I couldn't see well. It was full grown and mostly white, but it had a deformed head and I knew it was retarded. I turned the animal over and saw it was female.
One of the cats jumped up on the table and in the light, for a moment, I thought it was "Rogue", my bob-tailed male cat that disappeared at out Farm last year, which the kids swear they saw him being carried off by wild dogs He was my "buddy-boy" and I miss him dreadfully. When I noticed the cats long tail, I remembered his fate.
I then told Icabah they could stay for the night, because it was dreadfully cold outside, then I went back to sleep in the dream. I woke up in the modular, to my kids coming inside. I later asked them to find the cats and put them outside before they crapped everywhere.
For interpretations... most of it is self-explanitory. The significance of $40. is: That is about how much money I needed to drive to Charleston to see my 14 year old son this weekend. But I refused to ask hubby for extra money and I missed this weeks visitation with him. I was talking to hubby about that before going to sleep- saying if I miss two visits in a row, then the state revokes my visitation completely, and he went off on a tangent about how I'm being pushed around and bullied by them for no good reason.
He's a genuis (literally), I don't know how he continues to not comprehend things related to this case.
I don't know the significance of the retarded cat.
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