Last night i had some intricate dreams, 2 of which included: dreaming, realizing i was dreaming and flying etc. etc. and then having a false awakening, telling my friend known as Logol on DV's that i had a lucid last night and then having that dream change, next thing you know be dreaming and become lucid try some random dream control AND FINALLY actually wake up.

Am i simply dreaming of becoming lucid, or becoming lucid (for real) followed by a false awakening that i am fooled by?

I even remember waking from my 'lucid' and writing down DILD in the middle of the night for the morning. Of course that was not on my paper in the morning. I have a feeling that i want to attain lucidity to the point that i get enveloped in the craving hahaha.. These dreams of becoming lucid seem pretty unrealistic, i don't have the same awareness as i usually do while lucid. So what do you think?