At least you all understand that it's hard. My perception of what "lucid" is is different to you. When I said magical, I meant golden or "that magic moment". You know, not magical as in fake, magical as in not normal.

This is what I think lucid is. Not just a dream that you suddenly realize is a dream, then fun happens. I think its a dream you construct, to be vivid, real and convincing. Thats lucid for me.